I know we'll run into all kinds of shit along the way because that's exactly how we are, but we'll work it through. We always have, and we've done so for the past four years. Are you excited? I'm a little bit excited. A little scared, a little nervous, a little bit of everything. And I know this year is going to be filled with so much stress and some days all we'll see of each other is just a 'hi' in the hallways, but it's something I'm willing to take. You have your priorities and I have mine, and time is going to be somewhat of a challenge to acquire, but it's the little things that count, right? The little notes and the journal entries and the good morning texts and the good night texts and the kisses on the head and the 'hi' conversations. In the mess of everything that I'm committed to, from ASB to swim to chapter to work, it'll be nice to have someone to fall back on. Someone to talk to no matter what, someone to trust, someone to laugh with, someone I can just be with without any complications or awkwardness or uneasiness. I just hope that in the whirlwind of what's to come, I won't become a burden. I know for a fact my insecurities get in my way and they've shut me down so many times before, but I promise you it's something that's still a progress in work - everything about me is still incomplete and still in the process of figuring out what's right and what's wrong and what I really want. I'm rash and I'm spontaneous and I do things without thinking; I'm loud and I'm shy and sometimes I just don't know what I am, but I plan to make this year the year when I figure everything out.
This year is going to be amazing regardless of what comes along and gets in the way - between studies and rushing to practices and driving to meetings, I promise you we'll be able to sit down and take a breather and just...relax. And let everything wash over us for a few minutes or hours and not worry about our next test or performance or event; because as long as I have you and you have me, we'll be okay.
I know we'll run into all kinds of shit along the way because that's exactly how we are, but we'll work it through. We always have, and we've done so for the past four years. Are you excited? I'm a little bit excited. A little scared, a little nervous, a little bit of everything. And I know this year is going to be filled with so much stress and some days all we'll see of each other is just a 'hi' in the hallways, but it's something I'm willing to take. You have your priorities and I have mine, and time is going to be somewhat of a challenge to acquire, but it's the little things that count, right? The little notes and the journal entries and the good morning texts and the good night texts and the kisses on the head and the 'hi' conversations. In the mess of everything that I'm committed to, from ASB to swim to chapter to work, it'll be nice to have someone to fall back on. Someone to talk to no matter what, someone to trust, someone to laugh with, someone I can just be with without any complications or awkwardness or uneasiness. I just hope that in the whirlwind of what's to come, I won't become a burden. I know for a fact my insecurities get in my way and they've shut me down so many times before, but I promise you it's something that's still a progress in work - everything about me is still incomplete and still in the process of figuring out what's right and what's wrong and what I really want. I'm rash and I'm spontaneous and I do things without thinking; I'm loud and I'm shy and sometimes I just don't know what I am, but I plan to make this year the year when I figure everything out.
This year is going to be amazing regardless of what comes along and gets in the way - between studies and rushing to practices and driving to meetings, I promise you we'll be able to sit down and take a breather and just...relax. And let everything wash over us for a few minutes or hours and not worry about our next test or performance or event; because as long as I have you and you have me, we'll be okay.
Impress me. Sing along to Bon Jovi and Muse with me. Watch Lion King until your eyes hurt. Laugh at all my jokes. Buy me striped clothing on my birthday! Learn to love my Mickey. (: Memorize my phone number, and memorize it RIGHT. Buy me CD albums for my birthday/Christmas/anything! Never tell me you want to watch me swim. Get me Vitamin Water when I'm stressed. (: Tell me your life story. I'll tell you mine.
