Detailed description of my day so you can just scroll past this. (:
Moved seats in Japanese - Oyama put our seats in these semi-awkward groups of 2.. and you have to face each other too so I was so afraid I'd get someone that would annoy me to no end and I'd end up losing all these points to negativity.. but Louis saved my life so that was a breath of relief. (: Even though I'm pretty sure he'd nugget everything I own every day.. -_- And in CLS.. I swear Mustillo's crazy in the head because during our entire quiz he was muttering to himself and I'm actually kind of concerned for him. But at the same time it's sadly entertaining and his antics are honestly the only things that keep me awake in class (that and Will constantly kicking me sigh). My secret buddy gave me cookies in ASB.. and everyone else ate them. ): But it's whatever - I eat other people's food all the time so might as well give back. And the prom wall is getting bigger and bigger = more tickets = more money = better prom! I'm so excited. (: Then precalc.. I swear I don't understand anything that's going on in that class anymore - and that just frustrates me to no end. Why would Cordova give us all this work during AP testing, of all things? And aslkjdfalksdjf test on the day before my APUSH exam? Not down.
And crazy Tuesday today, so I kinda wanted to go out and eat before swim practice.. but bitches refused to drive me back before 2. ): (Just kidding love you guys!) So instead I had this long talk with Chris I didn't think I needed - but it helped me so much. It's kind of unsettling when someone knows you better than yourself, but in Chris' case, I trust him. And I'm so grateful that he's able to make me face parts of myself that I was otherwise too scared to confront on my own. I haven't come to any certain decisions about anything yet, but I think I'm on my way now to deciding what to give up and what to keep trying for. "You have to stop thinking he'll put you before his personal needs, and realize that people can fuck you up as soon as you let them take you for granted." Insightful little brat.. ♥
Swim practice - probably last one for this season! )': It's always kind of bittersweet when season ends.. on one hand, I get back my free 7th and I have almost unlimited time to play and hang out after school; but on the other hand, we're losing so many seniors. And even though girls are losing only 2, and it's a minimal amount compared to last year's missing 10, it's still a big chunk of the team that's going away. And boys are losing around 10 this year too - and I've grown so close to these boys that I never really realized that at some point or another, they're leaving us. And even though it's not permanent and it's not as dramatic as I portray it to be (I mean, they're still going to visit and everything), it just hurts a little knowing that after prelims, the team won't work together as a single unit anymore. And askdfj;alskdjf as much as practices wear me out and Coach Paul makes me want to cry and the smell of chlorine becomes my personal perfume and just stubbornly stays everywhere, it's still an experience that I wouldn't give up for the world.
And swim had our very first pasta party today! There were like 3 or 4 or 5 different kinds of pasta.. too many to count but all I know is everyone was very generous. (: And there was ice cream and soda (shh) and BACON and cookies and chips and alkjdflaksdf I'm pretty sure this is more or less going to slow us down for prelims tomorrow than actually help us. -_- James took out his Wiiii and the team play on that thing is just ridiculous. Then we tried to watch Black Swan, but by the time we finished downloading it I was knocked out on the couch (story of my life) and everyone else was too damn tired to sit through 2 hours and a half of more TV.. soooo I guess we'll be saving that for some other time. But during the whole 5 hours I was at his house.. I just kept eating and eating and eating and eating and omg why is food so good. T___T
And I'm just so excited for prom. It's actually next week, so it's just around the corner. And Andrew's a pretty amazing person so prom can essentially make up for all the times we drifted apart and alksdjfalksdf I'm just so glad I'm going with him. (: Eleven days!!!!
Detailed description of my day so you can just scroll past this. (:
Moved seats in Japanese - Oyama put our seats in these semi-awkward groups of 2.. and you have to face each other too so I was so afraid I'd get someone that would annoy me to no end and I'd end up losing all these points to negativity.. but Louis saved my life so that was a breath of relief. (: Even though I'm pretty sure he'd nugget everything I own every day.. -_- And in CLS.. I swear Mustillo's crazy in the head because during our entire quiz he was muttering to himself and I'm actually kind of concerned for him. But at the same time it's sadly entertaining and his antics are honestly the only things that keep me awake in class (that and Will constantly kicking me sigh). My secret buddy gave me cookies in ASB.. and everyone else ate them. ): But it's whatever - I eat other people's food all the time so might as well give back. And the prom wall is getting bigger and bigger = more tickets = more money = better prom! I'm so excited. (: Then precalc.. I swear I don't understand anything that's going on in that class anymore - and that just frustrates me to no end. Why would Cordova give us all this work during AP testing, of all things? And aslkjdfalksdjf test on the day before my APUSH exam? Not down.
And crazy Tuesday today, so I kinda wanted to go out and eat before swim practice.. but bitches refused to drive me back before 2. ): (Just kidding love you guys!) So instead I had this long talk with Chris I didn't think I needed - but it helped me so much. It's kind of unsettling when someone knows you better than yourself, but in Chris' case, I trust him. And I'm so grateful that he's able to make me face parts of myself that I was otherwise too scared to confront on my own. I haven't come to any certain decisions about anything yet, but I think I'm on my way now to deciding what to give up and what to keep trying for. "You have to stop thinking he'll put you before his personal needs, and realize that people can fuck you up as soon as you let them take you for granted." Insightful little brat.. ♥
Swim practice - probably last one for this season! )': It's always kind of bittersweet when season ends.. on one hand, I get back my free 7th and I have almost unlimited time to play and hang out after school; but on the other hand, we're losing so many seniors. And even though girls are losing only 2, and it's a minimal amount compared to last year's missing 10, it's still a big chunk of the team that's going away. And boys are losing around 10 this year too - and I've grown so close to these boys that I never really realized that at some point or another, they're leaving us. And even though it's not permanent and it's not as dramatic as I portray it to be (I mean, they're still going to visit and everything), it just hurts a little knowing that after prelims, the team won't work together as a single unit anymore. And askdfj;alskdjf as much as practices wear me out and Coach Paul makes me want to cry and the smell of chlorine becomes my personal perfume and just stubbornly stays everywhere, it's still an experience that I wouldn't give up for the world.
And swim had our very first pasta party today! There were like 3 or 4 or 5 different kinds of pasta.. too many to count but all I know is everyone was very generous. (: And there was ice cream and soda (shh) and BACON and cookies and chips and alkjdflaksdf I'm pretty sure this is more or less going to slow us down for prelims tomorrow than actually help us. -_- James took out his Wiiii and the team play on that thing is just ridiculous. Then we tried to watch Black Swan, but by the time we finished downloading it I was knocked out on the couch (story of my life) and everyone else was too damn tired to sit through 2 hours and a half of more TV.. soooo I guess we'll be saving that for some other time. But during the whole 5 hours I was at his house.. I just kept eating and eating and eating and eating and omg why is food so good. T___T
And I'm just so excited for prom. It's actually next week, so it's just around the corner. And Andrew's a pretty amazing person so prom can essentially make up for all the times we drifted apart and alksdjfalksdf I'm just so glad I'm going with him. (: Eleven days!!!!
Impress me. Sing along to Bon Jovi and Muse with me. Watch Lion King until your eyes hurt. Laugh at all my jokes. Buy me striped clothing on my birthday! Learn to love my Mickey. (: Memorize my phone number, and memorize it RIGHT. Buy me CD albums for my birthday/Christmas/anything! Never tell me you want to watch me swim. Get me Vitamin Water when I'm stressed. (: Tell me your life story. I'll tell you mine.
