Thinking about you and looking at pictures of you puts my mind in this weird time warp.
It's odd how well we used to know each other and how much we were willing to sacrifice for one another - I swear I can still remember the tiniest details about you and what made you tick and our inside jokes. Your mess of a room and how you used half your bed for your clothes, finding it cute that I liked wearing your socks, moping over ties and dresses, WELCH.
Don't mistake this for complaining - I'm perfectly happy now and I'm sure having you in my life would take away part of that happiness. You had a way of making me laugh, but you also had a way of making me cry without knowing. You were...ignorant at best; always lost in your own world and never really looking back to see who you left behind.
It just makes me sad that we didn't have the ability to go back to being friends. You promised me you'd be close regardless of who or what came between us.
Then again, you always had a habit of breaking promises.
I’m going to be leaving so many people and so many memories behind, but to be honest; I don’t think I’ll be missing much. I’m sick of everything here - the narrow-minded people and the unstable relationships and the people I’m forced to be with not because I want to, but because of obligations and associations. I just want to start over.
New city, new places, new people, new atmosphere, new everything.
There's way too much work that I have to do, and I'm not spending any more time worrying about things that don't matter. I have a habit of doing that way too much.
To-do list for tonight: - Oyama's letter of rec - AP Bio genetics problems - AP Calc worksheet - AP Calc 2.5a - AP Calc classwork - Improta's letter of rec - personal statement
Thinking about you and looking at pictures of you puts my mind in this weird time warp.
It's odd how well we used to know each other and how much we were willing to sacrifice for one another - I swear I can still remember the tiniest details about you and what made you tick and our inside jokes. Your mess of a room and how you used half your bed for your clothes, finding it cute that I liked wearing your socks, moping over ties and dresses, WELCH.
Don't mistake this for complaining - I'm perfectly happy now and I'm sure having you in my life would take away part of that happiness. You had a way of making me laugh, but you also had a way of making me cry without knowing. You were...ignorant at best; always lost in your own world and never really looking back to see who you left behind.
It just makes me sad that we didn't have the ability to go back to being friends. You promised me you'd be close regardless of who or what came between us.
Then again, you always had a habit of breaking promises.
I’m going to be leaving so many people and so many memories behind, but to be honest; I don’t think I’ll be missing much. I’m sick of everything here - the narrow-minded people and the unstable relationships and the people I’m forced to be with not because I want to, but because of obligations and associations. I just want to start over.
New city, new places, new people, new atmosphere, new everything.
There's way too much work that I have to do, and I'm not spending any more time worrying about things that don't matter. I have a habit of doing that way too much.
To-do list for tonight: - Oyama's letter of rec - AP Bio genetics problems - AP Calc worksheet - AP Calc 2.5a - AP Calc classwork - Improta's letter of rec - personal statement
Impress me. Sing along to Bon Jovi and Muse with me. Watch Lion King until your eyes hurt. Laugh at all my jokes. Buy me striped clothing on my birthday! Learn to love my Mickey. (: Memorize my phone number, and memorize it RIGHT. Buy me CD albums for my birthday/Christmas/anything! Never tell me you want to watch me swim. Get me Vitamin Water when I'm stressed. (: Tell me your life story. I'll tell you mine.
