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Never take life for granted.

March 31, 2008.

He was only fourteen. It's just not right.

I don't remember much about him. Lots of people called him mean, and agressive, and just being a downright pain in the neck. But you know what? Lots of people just didn't know him. The people closer to him know him for what he really was. A fun, lovable guy. Please don't judge him by what you assume he was, and just talk trash about him just because he's gone. Because I know that none of you would be able to endure what he went through without complaining. He was brave, and determined, and someone everyone should admire.

I remember in seventh grade, he was my football captain. And I naturally suck at sports. So I naturally fumbled that football at the last second, and our team lost the game. But even when the other guys shot dark looks at me, he came up to me, gave me a pat on the back, and smiled.

"It's okay. You tried. That's what counts."

And that's what I'll remember about him forever. That he was kind enough to comfort me, when everyone else was too disgusted to. And it's hard to face the fact that I'll never see him again. Never. And that's when it really hits me.

Whoa. He's gone.

He's not coming back.

And I hope every Valentine's Day, you guys'll set aside a minute and think about him. Don't forget him, please.

Joyson Szu.
1994-2008
May you rest in peace.

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You just make my day :]

I haven't posted in forever. I forgot how fun it was. :] But all that homework and all those tests can be quite stressful. And add along other personal problems. Thanks for all of you guys who helped me through. :]

So on Friday I went to 'Annie' and met up with Chris, Michele, Michael, and Tiffany. Yay for muchos bonding time. :] The play was pretty good, but I liked 'Pride and Prejudice' better. A lot better. Maybe because there wasn't so much singing. No offense to people in the play; I liked the singing. It was just...a little too much.

Saturday was some lame-at-home day. I spent like four hours on the phone talking aimlessly. I promised myself I would finish my Brent essay, but I only finished one sentence at the end of the day. >__>

Today I was planning to go with Angel and ask Panda Express and Sbarro's if they could cater for Social. But then I realized we had to call first. And then my older friends said it would be better if Mrs. Verrett called and ordered. So that sucks. I was so excited for Angel-Alice bonding time. Maybe you can just come over. :]

Spring break! Let's schedule something. I need to get out more.

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I'm sorry.

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Somewhere Over the Rainbow.

It's a beautiful song. Really, it is. And this just makes it even more beautiful. Our world needs more angels like her.

Somewhere over the rainbow
Way up high
There's a land that I heard of
Once in a lullaby
Somewhere over the rainbow
Skies are blue
And the dreams that you dare to dream
Really do come true
Some day I'll wish upon a star
And wake up where the clouds are far behind me
Where troubles melt like lemondrops
Away above the chimney tops
That's where you'll find me
Somewhere over the rainbow
Bluebirds fly
Birds fly over the rainbow
Why then, oh why can't I?

I love that song.

And for all the people who've always been there for me, for all the people that I've loved, this is our song.

Anywayss. It was finally the weekend and I wasted it. >__> Doing stuff that I should've been doing homework instead. I was planning to finish math yesterday and study for history today, but that was kinda defeated when I wasted yesterday on AIM. And Stumbling. Don't download that Stumble button, guys. TOTAL waste of time. So I finished my math just a while ago. And now I have to devote a few hours for history.

Oh yeah. And violin. Can't forget that.

You know, I used to hate violin with all my life. But now, I think I actually like it!! Not love it, but appreciate the fact that I was made to play this instrument. So all of you out there planning to burn your instruments, it's okay. You'll reach your turning point.

And also. Advice for the future: find people of the opposite gender to get close with. Not like, the lovey-dovey kind of close, but close friends. You'll find that their perspective and support is more important than anything else. Take my advice, yeah??

Go Watch:
Titanic

Go Listen:
"In My Arms" - Plumb

Go Read:
"Dragon Keeper" - Carole Wilkinson

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What's Going On?!

What's all this drama that came up? Stop it. Stop it. STOP IT. It's making me feel so torn.

This is, what, the first post in two weeks? Sorry, guys.

I lost all my add-ons!! Somebody help me. :[ I loved them. They had everything. My music, other blogs, movies. Gone. Somebody wanna tell me how to get them back? Or how to make new ones? Thankee very much.

A note to some of you. I think you know who you are. If somebody tells you a secret, you're not supposed to tell anybody. No matter how much you think it'll get you new friends. No matter how much you think you'll rise in social status. A secret isn't meant to be told! If a person places enough trust in you to tell you something that they haven't told anyone else, don't try to lose that trust. Not smart.

So I went to Michele's house today afterschool with Izzy and Catherine! It was more like an 'eat and run' thing, cuz we ate. Then we left. Sorry Michele. It wasn't supposed to be like that. You still love me, right? :]

Then Chinese school. Charles threw like three erasers at me. Then somebody threw something at his eye. Now it's swollen. Karma works wonders. :]

Life is confusing. And oftentimes frustrating. Ever feel like you can't sort your emotions out? Well. You aren't alone. I just feel so lost sometimes.

Our lives are like a candle in the wind.

Go watch:
Jumper

Go listen:
"Bleeding Love" - Leona Lewis

Go read:
"Gossamer" - Lois Lowry

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