which color?





dailies
isabel
josh
ralph
angel
catherine
marissa
tiffany-liu
michele
tiffany-yeh
michelle
shivanti
andy
emily
sayoni
joe
renz
jeremy
daniel-lee
andrew-hou
priya
shelley
ronnie
daniel-shim
andrew-fang
claudine
julian
jocelyn
kathy
paley
hannah
charles
katheryn
avi
priyanka
tim
jeanyoung
ben
sarah/mary
john
emma
archie
abi
kaajal
eric

Summer '09

[ ] sleepover
[ ] movies
[ ] mall (& Yogurtland)
[ ] amusement park/water park
[ ] outlet shopping
[ ] movie night
[ ] late night out
[ ] Izzy's house
[ ] Chris' house
[ ] Josh's house
[ ] Charles' house
[ ] Catherine's house
[ ] Pauline's house
[ ] T.G.I Friday's/Mimi's get-together (:
[ ] party at my house
[ ] go swimming together

is there any more?

Let's see how far I get with this list this summer. (: Help me out, yeah? ;D

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6 lovenotes.
Green?

Everything in my shower happens to be green.

The shampoo, which happens to smell like apples and pears and peaches; all the fruity fruits put together in a mush pot and put into a bottle. The conditioner, which smells around the same. Just more solid and less green?

Then there's the face wash, which is my favorite favorite favorite soap out of all of them. Smells (and even tastes!) like lime popsicles. The ones I used to buy last year's summer. But the same shade as the melon popsicles I bought this year. (:

Then my body wash; the most beautiful shade of green I've ever seen. :D Smells like generic shower soap, though. You know how people fresh out of the shower smell all spritey and clean? Yeah, that smell. (: (I don't know what spritey means though; just sounded pretty. Is there even such a word?)

My bubble bath (which is used so infrequently it should have mold) is some 'fresh apple' scent? And it's a pretty dark dark dark shade, which I would expect to turn my bath waters a gross swampy color? But it just turns invisible and makes the bathroom smell like apples for about a week. (: It's like a personal air freshener. (Tina has the strawberry, and my mom has the blueberry. :D)


..
I sound crazy. ):

Oh my computer theme happens to be 'nature', so all the search bars and window bars are all green. (: And the scrunchie (scrungie? scrunchy?) on my table is green. The sharpie next to my book is green. The ceramic bunny on my desk edge is green. The hoop earrings dangling on the trophy above me is green. My cursor is green. My cell phone (the one that I should be throwing away soon!) is green. I would say I feel green, but I think that means I feel sick and nauseous. Which is pretty much the opposite of what I feel. :D

I think I'm on some unnatural high. Which means I'm going to have some down later. -_- But it's okay, cause I'm sleeping soon. :D So it'll happen when I sleep, which I really don't mind. But it might pop up in my dreams and make them all depressed.. -_-

The word green sounds odd now. You know how when you say the same word over and over again it sounds foreign and exotic? Green green green green green green. What a beautiful word. :D

Please don't judge me based on what I blog about. I happen to do that about people, and I realized that if someone judged me on this post, I'd look so immature and childish in their eyes. Unless they actually like the personality. In that case, I like you. :D

I'm so tempted to say 'You know you love me. XOXO ____' at the end of every post. x) But that sounds so sorority girl status. (:

(But you know you do love me. (: )

(Btw does anyone know why Green Day is called 'Green' Day? Just struck me as odd.)

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3 lovenotes.
Cycling.

Two AM. I should be sleeping, right? Uh no. Not when I can't fall asleep. Is insomnia contagious? I think I might have caught it.

So I was looking through my drafts today and I found random snippets of me ranting about everything and nothing, and the thing is, I really don't remember me writing them. Or maybe I do, but I can't make sense out of any of them. So maybe one day I'll just post them all up for ALL of you to help me figure it out, or I'll wait for the same event to hit me, and I'll use it. (: Either way, it puts those random passages to good use.

I just finished this insane book "They Did it With Love". It's this murder mystery story, but holy shit, the twists give me this ridiculous headache just so I could work around the suspects. -_- There was THIS person then THAT person then OH CRAP HE KILLED HER?! Then 'oh wait no that's impossible, it must've been her." And it's just like -__- make up your mind already! But it's pretty fun stuff, I recommend you read it if you've got nothing better to do. Or you can ask me to borrow from. I'll be glad to lend. (:

Transformers a;ldfkda I want to watch the first one. x) Ahha and everyone's already going to watch the second one and talking about how everything (especially Megan Fox, right?) was kickass and how the special effects were amazing and it's just wooow okay I really really need to watch the first one. Transformers movies night? Who's up for it? (:

ISABEL I need to go shopping too. ): Let's go one day after health. (: And I get money for teaching Tina theory. Five bucks a lesson LOL. but there's ten lessons. So fifty bucks. (: Fifty's a pretty big number for a pretty small girl. But I suck at teaching HAHA. Mostly cause I don't know my stuff, and I end up confusing her cause I contradict myself all the time. Can some music-savvy person help me out please? ):

(lol I said savvy. teehee. (: )

Health class is actually pretty chill, but Pierini gave us a test for tomorrow, which is pretty lame? He pretty much shoved the book in our face, told us to take notes, prepare for a test tomorrow, and turned on the movie. Notes + movie = movie. -___- How does he expect us to concentrate on our textbooks when Julia Roberts is cussing out some uptight businesswoman or making out with some motorcycle gangster or a;ldsfa;kj she's JULIA ROBERTS. You just HAVE to watch her. But ehh I found the Glencoe online site and got the bolded vocab words and audio recordings. Ahha thank goodness for those notecards, right? (:

My dad's finally home! Three days after Father's Day, though... -_- OH I FORGOT. Happy Father's Day Chris! (: Thanks for being an (un)reliable on and off father. :D Good job for (not) protecting me against potential rapists (like Greg) and not helping them stuff me in trash cans. You are truly (not) the best. <(/)3

(LOL I actually really love you. <3)
(sorta.)
(maybe.)
(ish?)
( (: )

New phone this Saturday! Finally finally finallyyy. -_- I don't get how my old Verizon didn't have a family texting plan though; would've made things so much easier. But new phone = maybe new texting plan? Yeah? (: And I absolutely love toying around with new phones. So fun discovering new things. :D (And new ways to break the phone, too.)

Oh and I need to transfer pictures from computer to CD, cause I'm afraid of my computer crashing one day and me losing all my pictures. That would be horrible horrible horrible.
And now it's 2:30! I'm so bad at time management, it's actually pretty hilarious.

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2 lovenotes.
heartbeat.

It's 10:30 and I still haven't started studying history yet. (: And I haven't taken my shower yet. But here I sit, typing a blog entry. Why now, of all times? -_- Because I FEEL like it. (and because I had inspiration. ;) )

I actually wanted to make this post a complete retrospect on freshman year, but there is absolutely no time for that. -_- Unless I decide that sleeping at four is totally fine, which it isn't. I need sleep to grow. ): Growing doesn't seem like an option that my body would like to entertain, though...but that's besides the point! (: More sleep = no more falling asleep during tests! I fell asleep halfway through my Breik comp, and when I woke up I had like half an hour left. -___- To complete HALF the scantron AND the free response. I ended up making up postulates, but I don't think that was very...sensible? D: Oh well. (:

Hm...I FINALLY got a B on a bio comp! I ALWAYS ALWAYS got 79's. -_- Made me so sad. D:


Swim banquet today?! Seniors leaving break my heart. ): I love Stina and Gabby! :D I was such a sucky secret buddy. -_- I never gave her ANYTHING. D: Cause I ALWAYS forget things, and when I actually remember, it's too late, and I just have to go along with the guilt that always comes with the forgetfulness. Seems like I'm getting a lot of that recently. -_- And speaking of forgetfulness, can you guys please remind me to pick up the blue card / athletes consent form from Brice please? Thank you. (:

Hi I love swim. I love swim seniors? There are a few exceptions, though... COUGHGREGCOUGH. But apart from him... (: We better get some feisty new freshmen. :D


History comp tomorrow? I didn't even start yet. I feel like taking notes while reading the text, but then I also feel like digging up some special old pen.. LOL I don't know...it just makes the note-taking more bearable. And besides, don't you get bored by the same blue/black ink? (:

I want to go to graduation! :D Do we have to dress formal for it? Cause I half do, half don't...

HEY (some of) YA'LL. Remember last year's last day of school? Let's do it again this year. ;) Except for Ralph and Archie, cause they're busy. ): But EVERYONE ELSE, you have NO EXCUSE. :D

I'm deaaad tired. You know how when you get really really uncontrollably tired your legs start aching? Not like the sharp pain ache, but the really dull kind that you just CAN'T pinpoint, and it gets on your nerves and you keep moving your legs to shift them but it doesn't GO AWAY and it's just THERE and PERSISTENT like a FLEA on a DOG and ao;sdjflsdkj leave me alone. -_- I already have trouble concentrating as it is.


I like how just one thing can make my day so much brighter.
But then again, just one thing can also bring my day to a standstop.
Either way, it depends on what that thing is, and who does it, right? ;)

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2 lovenotes.
Five.

Man: Have I seen you someplace before?
Woman
: Yes, that's why I don't go there anymore.

Man: Is this seat empty?
Woman:
Yes and this one will be if you sit down.

Man: Your place or mine?
Woman:
Both. You go to yours and I go to mines.

Man: Hey baby, whats your sign?
Woman:
Do not enter.

Man: I would go to the end of the world for you.
Woman:
But would you stay there?

Man: Where have you been all my life?
Woman:
Hiding from you.

Man: If I could see you naked I'd die happy.
Woman:
If I saw you naked I'd die laughing.

Man: So what do you do for a living?
Woman:
I'm a female impersonator.

Man: How do you like your eggs in the morning?
Woman:
Unfertilized.

Man: If I could rearrange the alphabet I'd put u next to i I
Woman:
Really? I'd put f and u together.

Man: Are you an angel? Because I might have died and gone to Heaven.
Woman: Well then, I must have died and went to Hell.

Man: I love you.
Woman: I don't.

Man: If a woman offered me a million dollars to make love to her I wouldn't because I am faithful to you.
Woman: I would take anything just to get away from you.

Man: Your body is like a temple.
Woman: Sorry, there are no services today.


Ehehe enjoy, guys! (:


5 lovenotes.
YOU LOOK LIKE AN AVENUE D HOOKER!

I keep saying my lines in my head, and they won't go away. D: Especially
- 'you ever heard of too much make-up? you look like an Avenue D hooker!' I forgot this line during the second show alskdfa;ldfjk I got so mad at myself. ):
- 'It's like getting the contents of a colostomy bag shoved in your ear.' It's pronounced coLOStomy; emphasis on the second syllable. I said it right first show, but second show, it was like colosTOmy or something, so no one made any sense of it. -_-
- 'and you're not a good writer.' (:
- 'Good lord, Mikey, how can you not stop yourself before putting your stubby little pencil to paper and spewing out an atrocity like that?' Teehee Chris Kim is a cutie. (: It's kind of hard keeping a straight face while shouting at him. -___-
- Jasmine's 'all is hopeless, all is lost.'
- Angel's 'he is my very bestest friend.'
- SAMANTHA, PUT THAT PHONE AWAY OR I WILL TAKE IT AWAY.

I love my cast! Thank you guys for making my last year the best year ever; performing it in the MPR actually seemed better than the usual CPE location with you guys. (: True, there was no lighting, and no microphones, and the afterparty ended at ten -___-, but having amazing directors and actors made up for all of it. (:

Oh and thanks Emily and your mom for letting us over. (: Your mom and Smash are such cuties. :D

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1 lovenotes.
insignificant?

No don't do that.
Yes I will mind if you do.
No I don't mean it when I say I want you to go away.
Yes it hurts.
No it won't feel the same.
Yes this is all going to my head.
No I'm not crazy.
Yes I know what's happening to me.
No it's not okay.
Yes it means that much to me.
No there is no replacement.
Yes I'll find some way to forget.
But no, I can't forget.



Nine days to solve all this shit? The motivation's there, but the faith isn't. It's so close, yet so damn far away.
too soon too soon
this is breaking me
it hurts it hurts

please don't.

1 lovenotes.
8 messages.

1. You're disgusting. You're literally saying to everyone 'USE ME USE ME DON'T ABUSE ME.' I remember I heard that from some reality show HAHA. But as a warning? 'Use' and 'abuse' are around the same category. You're better than that. Stop it.

2. Stop smoking, dammit. I already gave you that hugeass bio lecture about your lungs and your brain the first day we learned about drugs in bio. Stop it.

3. Stop messing with me. D: I already have too much stuff to deal with, and YOU decide to step in and take over. Half my fault for letting you, but half yours for crashing in.

4. It used to be a sailing boat. Now it's going backwards, hitting logs and icebergs. Are you steering, or am I steering? I don't think we're even bothering with the wheel. I don't think we want to.

5. No one's really special in your eyes, are they? Everyone gets the same treatment, the same compliments, the same smiles, the same pat on the backs. It's not a bad thing, but then again, that's why your rep is what it is. And maybe some people want more than the average treatment.

6. Spell right, dammit. -_- (Spellcheck exists for a reason.)

7. When I say I love you, I really don't mean it. I put on the act for her, and if she wasn't there, I wouldn't even smile at you. You're nothing to me, but everything to her.

8. You're so damn EXASPERATING. Just LISTEN to me for once, and not act all bitchy and get on everyone's nerves. As much as you wish so, the world does NOT revolve around you and your whining.

5 lovenotes.