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josh
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andy
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joe
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jeremy
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priya
shelley
ronnie
daniel-shim
andrew-fang
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julian
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paley
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kaajal
eric

i have huge feet. :[

I just realized I have this pair of ginormous organisms growing on the bottom of my legs. So I was taking a shower today, and then I looked down (no, not there!!) and I was like. Ohmahgadd. HOW DO THESE THINGS FIT IN MY SHOESS?? Half a minute of paralyzation right there. Staring at my feet. My abnormal feet. So yeah. That was my enlightment for today.

GUESS WHAT?! No comps for me!! So when everybody else is taking their comps with the regular schedule, I'll be sleeping!! :] Today I had three, though. So I basically took all of them today. Rosenberg, Brent, and Jensen. Rosenberg and Jensen were okay, but I was totally ROADKILL (haha. get it?) in Brent. My grade probably dropped to a B. And my mom is probably going to kill me.

I watched "Minutemen" Friday. Those of you who were excited by the previews, the movie isn't really that good. They just took out all the best clips of the movie, and stuck it in there. Which sucks. 'Cuz they also put the ending scene in there tooo. Which really ruined the movie. :[ I want to watch Juno, though. Can someone watch it with me?? Like, after comps maybe?? And that person cannot be going to D.C, fyi.

I need good books to read. Recommendations, anyone?? (No, not "Twilight". Everyone's read it by now.) And of those of you looking for a good book, go get the book listed below. Under "Go Read". It's a pretty good book.

But what do you say to taking chances,

What do you say to jumping off the edge?

Never knowing if there's solid ground below

Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,

What do you say?

~Celine Dion

And aah!! Orlando tied with Johnny?! What has this world really come to??

Go watch:
"The Day After Tomorrow"

Go Listen:
"Hurt" - T.I.

Go Read:
"The Looking Glass Wars" - Frank Beddor

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damn it ALL

Life. Sucks. Seriously. For those of you who say your life is awesome, I admire you. I really do.

So I have a person who I hate, but want to love, and a person that I love, but want to hate. (No, these aren't the boys I hopelessy go after. Gosh. >__>) And, really, I can't control my emotions that well. No, check that. I control my emotions VERY well. That's why none of you have seen me sad. Well, almost none. Family doesn't count. Publicly, I look great. Not physically, (don't get started on that) but emotionally, I am...well...pretty much distraught, if that's the right word. It's like I'm on a teeter-totter, and people on both sides can knock me wherever they desire. In other words, there's the good guys, and the bad guys. Problem is, I have NO idea who they are as of now. People tend to...surprise me. And nowadays, I hate surprises.

I know the feeling of leaving somebody out. Feels good, doesn't it?? Makes you feel honored, all-powerful, popular, whatnot. Hah. But to the people you are leaving out, it feels like hell. Literally. This is why this post is dedicated to Izzy and Stephanie. Why?? Because they understand how it feels to be left out, and they always always include people. It's like they have an emotional sixth sense, and they know how the people around them feel. They're such great friends. Possibly the greatest ever. :]

But seriously, I'm not the worst case. There's all these people out there being emotionally pummelled day and night. Take, for example, that seventh grade Leonard. If you aren't in Flowers second period PE, you probably won't know him, but my point is: he's a great guy inside. But nobody believes that because of all those people out there making fun of him every day. The way he talks, the way he runs, the way he plays, the way he dresses. What does it matter?? And I'm mentioning this because there was this incident in PE a while ago, where Jonathan and Robin were doing it to the point beyond Leonard's control, and he SNAPPED. This is really what I heard, but I've been told that Leonard rushed up to Robin and literally tryed to choke him, to grab his neck. And sheesh, Robin really wasn't a smart choice. So Robin just picked Leonard up by HIS neck and threw him to the ground. And I was like: oh. my. god. So there Leonard was, on the ground, WRITHING in pain. Emotional, or physical, I don't know. I'm guessing both. So then he goes off and sits far off, and the poor guy throws up. I really can't imagine being that hurt to the point where your body physically reacts. But that's what happended. And my point is, please don't treat people like that. People like Leonard. How does that affect me?? What...you're telling me it doesn't affect YOU?? I know that all of you relate to this feeling. I know I certainly do.

And there's my presidency. I actually AM trying really hard, but people don't acknowledge it. In fact, some people don't even know I'm their president. And that's...pretty harsh. And our Inner Council is sometimes pretty much divided. Heard about the seventh graders resigning from their IC?? Yeah. I tell myself it won't happen to our IC, but somehow, I have a feeling that it might. I really hope it won't.

And by the way, the worst word in the word, in my point of view, is "worthless". No, it's not a cuss word, but it doesn't have to be to hurt. Never, EVER call a person worthless. Worst crime in the world.

That's all from my dark side. As for my other side; my normal life side...

Rosenberg comic book!! Aah!! So I copied Michelle's pictures, so I could take home a version and script it up myself, but that didn't really work, cuz a lot of the drawings I couldn't see at ALL. And now I'm gonna be killed by group tomorrow for not finishing my part. Erkk.

I went to a district board meeting today!! And I listened to all those important people talk about budgets and salaries and whatnot. Pretty boring, though it gave me ASB bonding time. :]

And look!! Johnny's winning that race!! :D He got nominated for best actor, by the way. I'm so proud of him. :]

Go watch:
"National Treasure"

Go listen:
"Numb"- Linkin Park

Go read:
"His Dark Materials" trilogy- Philip Pullman

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freaking three-day weekend.

WOW. So this is how it all went:

FRIDAY:
Day before Homecoming!! Chilled after school with Archie, Ralph, and Michael. I managed to pry some valuable information out of Michael. :] Hehe. Then I got down to work and stayed at school till seven or eight.

SATURDAY:
Ohmahfriggingadd HOMECOMING!! And, may I add, the best one yet!! So in the morning, I got to school at nine and my committee made a HUGE banner announcing the queen. That took more than an hour; it was that big. Then we decorated the gym. And 'gee willikers', the gym was REALLY like an Arabian marketplace. We had stalls set up, and clothes hanging from the ceiling, and Arabian windows with Arabian curtains, and red carpets, and it was just WOW. So anyways, girls basketball lost, and boys basketball won third quarter, but lost fourth. And during halftime, Crystal Chang came on over and announced the queen!! I love you Chryst'l Sanchez. I really am so proud of her. Even if she is a senior and I'm four years younger than her. Still. And she looked so cute walking down the carpet with her dad. Aw. :] Then there was alumni social. I really didn't know a lot of the alumni, but a lot of ASB were literally crying over their reunions. So that made me happy. And then cleanup!! That was literally hell. I don't know how, but I was dragged into putting flats back, and that was NOT fun. We had to fit eight flats into a space that fit only TWO, so Chuck Chan had to stack everything somewhere else. That was at least an hour. And then all of ASB went into the ASB room and most of them decided to go to Denny's. I was like, what?? are you guys kidding me?? So I didn't go. But all in all, it was a great Homecoming. Even if boys basketball lost against St. Margarets. Even if only 24% of the school voted. It was successful enough for Chryst'l, and that is success in its own sense.

and TODAY:
My family and I went to some Asian covention. We usually stay there till it ends, but this time, we left at about four, three hours away from closing. This year's was freaking boring. There was really nothing to do. Last year, they gave away more stuff. Waste of my time. Waste of my money. Waste of my effort. But oh well. It gave us more family bonding time, something we usually don't have.

Can all you people out there invite me if you have that restricted thing on your blog?? It's really frustrating when I know you, but I can't go and see your blog. :[ Invite, please. I know who ya'll are.

And!! Turn your attention to the left!! And click on the first choice!! Make mah day. :]]

Go watch:
"Mr. & Mrs. Smith"

Go listen:
"Back to One"- Brian McKnight


Go read:
The "Nightside" series- Simon R. Green

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You're on my heart just like a TATTOO.

What kills me is everytime I listen to a good song, I have to listen to it over and over again. And then, I get sick of it. And then I hate it. And then I hate myself for hating such a good song. Right now?? "Tattoo"-Jordin Sparks.



I can't waste time so give it a moment

I realize, nothing's broken

No need to worry 'bout everything I've done

Live every second like it was my last one

Don't look back at a new direction

I loved you once, needed protection

You're still a part of everything I do

You're on my heart just like a tattoo




Anyhoo. So today after school I went with Emily, Julian, Jerrie, Ellie, Shivvy, and Jerrie to KFC. I ordered a Crunch Wrap. :] Poor Jerrie wanted a bucket, but they wouldn't give him one. Wow. I feel for that guy. Then Emily and I walked back together. Ranted, talked, laughed, bonding. ILY Emily, forever and ever.



And then Chinese school. Fell asleeeep. Had to have Randy and Raymond poke me awake. How embarrassing.



Claudine was right. Life is so repetitive now. NOTHING ever changes. And...I don't know...it's just depressing when you think about it. When you wake up in the morning, there's really nothing to look forward to. It's all the same. But you wouldn't let my ramblings affect you, now would you?? That's silly. Go on with your life. :]]

Go watch:
"Brother Bear"


Go listen:
"Tattoo" - Jordin Sparks

Go read:
"New Moon" and "Eclipse" - Stephenie Meyer

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Hello.

Wow. This is new. :]]

Homecoming assembly today!! I got a front row seat. :] And I heard that Natalie's dream date is Johnny Depp. Haha. Another one on the Depp Team. Anyways!! I really can't choose a queen yet. For me, it's either Chryst'l, Kanjana, or Jamie. So freaking hard to choose. What about you??

And then freaking Chinese class. The teacher moved Paley to the other side of the room, so it isn't all that bad. Randy and Raymond sit behind me now. Not good, but not bad.

Go watch..
"I Am Legend"

Go listen to..
"Paralyzer"- Finger Eleven

Go read..
"Twilight"- Stephenie Meyer

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