So remind me not to look through my old posts next time...I sound like an emotionally unstable psycho. -_- But then again, I probably am...
IT IS almost 4AM and I can tell myself that the reason I'm not sleeping is cause I can't fall asleep; but honestly, I haven't even tried yet. And I'm actually feeling a little tired too... I think the reason I refuse to go to bed is cause my grandmother told me to, and I just feel like doing the opposite of everything she tells me to. It's just that she tips the balance of our already-precarious family, and she ticks off not only me but everyone else in the household. Always trying to be in control and never admitting her wrongs when they're blatantly obvious...I HATE it.
But recently, I've been going through some horrible moodswings. Maybe not even moodswings, since they at least have a happy and a sad/mad/smad side. I just have this short fuse that gets set off by every single little occurrence that doesn't go my way, and I thought I was better than that already! But I guess not...sigh.
Sorry in advance if I said something to hurt your feelings; please know that my mind isn't really where it's supposed to be right now and everything's just...lkajsd;fkajsdlkajsdflk UGH
So remind me not to look through my old posts next time...I sound like an emotionally unstable psycho. -_- But then again, I probably am...
IT IS almost 4AM and I can tell myself that the reason I'm not sleeping is cause I can't fall asleep; but honestly, I haven't even tried yet. And I'm actually feeling a little tired too... I think the reason I refuse to go to bed is cause my grandmother told me to, and I just feel like doing the opposite of everything she tells me to. It's just that she tips the balance of our already-precarious family, and she ticks off not only me but everyone else in the household. Always trying to be in control and never admitting her wrongs when they're blatantly obvious...I HATE it.
But recently, I've been going through some horrible moodswings. Maybe not even moodswings, since they at least have a happy and a sad/mad/smad side. I just have this short fuse that gets set off by every single little occurrence that doesn't go my way, and I thought I was better than that already! But I guess not...sigh.
Sorry in advance if I said something to hurt your feelings; please know that my mind isn't really where it's supposed to be right now and everything's just...lkajsd;fkajsdlkajsdflk UGH
Impress me. Sing along to Bon Jovi and Muse with me. Watch Lion King until your eyes hurt. Laugh at all my jokes. Buy me striped clothing on my birthday! Learn to love my Mickey. (: Memorize my phone number, and memorize it RIGHT. Buy me CD albums for my birthday/Christmas/anything! Never tell me you want to watch me swim. Get me Vitamin Water when I'm stressed. (: Tell me your life story. I'll tell you mine.
