FACK I told myself not to and to pull myself together and STOP THIS SHIT but I really really can't and now I don't know wtf to do. Alice, just STOP STOP STOP you're better than this you have to STOP your head from getting into all of this you told yourself this the beginning of freshman year that you wouldn't do this AND YOU STILL ARE. What's MORE important right now are your GRADES and how you have to work so much harder to make up for the slacking you did before this. CALM yourself and focus please!
Vitamin String Quartet's on replay over and over again in the background; I guess it's kinda soothing. I tried Secondhand Serenade and Rob Thomas but they didn't work - I think I need wordless songs.
Can I please stop getting distracted please please please I really don't need this right now! Fuck me and my bad timing.
Good thing no one reads this. I need a stress ball / egg whatever those things are; my mind's really going into overload. And *&$#(&*%$#(* soccer at 2:30 tomorrow?! Human and Brice comp are waaaay too important to miss; I hate soccer like no other right now. If the captains found this I'd be killed but whatever. It's just getting into the way too much. ):
alksjfas;lkgjfsdf I CAN'T GET RID OF THSDIO;FADFLK
Good luck on comps guys! Don't go too crazy. (: Bye!
FACK I told myself not to and to pull myself together and STOP THIS SHIT but I really really can't and now I don't know wtf to do. Alice, just STOP STOP STOP you're better than this you have to STOP your head from getting into all of this you told yourself this the beginning of freshman year that you wouldn't do this AND YOU STILL ARE. What's MORE important right now are your GRADES and how you have to work so much harder to make up for the slacking you did before this. CALM yourself and focus please!
Vitamin String Quartet's on replay over and over again in the background; I guess it's kinda soothing. I tried Secondhand Serenade and Rob Thomas but they didn't work - I think I need wordless songs.
Can I please stop getting distracted please please please I really don't need this right now! Fuck me and my bad timing.
Good thing no one reads this. I need a stress ball / egg whatever those things are; my mind's really going into overload. And *&$#(&*%$#(* soccer at 2:30 tomorrow?! Human and Brice comp are waaaay too important to miss; I hate soccer like no other right now. If the captains found this I'd be killed but whatever. It's just getting into the way too much. ):
alksjfas;lkgjfsdf I CAN'T GET RID OF THSDIO;FADFLK
Good luck on comps guys! Don't go too crazy. (: Bye!
Impress me. Sing along to Bon Jovi and Muse with me. Watch Lion King until your eyes hurt. Laugh at all my jokes. Buy me striped clothing on my birthday! Learn to love my Mickey. (: Memorize my phone number, and memorize it RIGHT. Buy me CD albums for my birthday/Christmas/anything! Never tell me you want to watch me swim. Get me Vitamin Water when I'm stressed. (: Tell me your life story. I'll tell you mine.
