There's so many untold stories.. ): I wish people would stop putting such a strong guard up; there ARE others who are willing to help; stop shutting them out! Stop hurting yourself, stop keeping it in, stop thinking you can't trust anyone...
Ugh holy shit 360 turn...I thought things were better but I guess I was blind and distracted. Assuming was never such a good idea. And to make things worse, I can't get sentimental and sappy without disgusting myself, so I can't even give words of encouragement without sounding completely fake. UGHDFLKJSDFLK why can't I express myself better! I hate this. ):
And the thing is, it's not even me that's falling apart - it's everyone around me! Having a front-row seat for self-destruction isn't very appealing, and I can't do anything but stand by and pat shoulders. Sigh I'm sorry I'm so useless. ): But I want you to know that I'm always always here for you no matter what I say or do and I'm so sorry I can't ever express my feelings...this goes for so many of you guys but I'm such a wuss to say it to your face.
On the bright side, my wall's getting stronger with every hit. (: ?
There's so many untold stories.. ): I wish people would stop putting such a strong guard up; there ARE others who are willing to help; stop shutting them out! Stop hurting yourself, stop keeping it in, stop thinking you can't trust anyone...
Ugh holy shit 360 turn...I thought things were better but I guess I was blind and distracted. Assuming was never such a good idea. And to make things worse, I can't get sentimental and sappy without disgusting myself, so I can't even give words of encouragement without sounding completely fake. UGHDFLKJSDFLK why can't I express myself better! I hate this. ):
And the thing is, it's not even me that's falling apart - it's everyone around me! Having a front-row seat for self-destruction isn't very appealing, and I can't do anything but stand by and pat shoulders. Sigh I'm sorry I'm so useless. ): But I want you to know that I'm always always here for you no matter what I say or do and I'm so sorry I can't ever express my feelings...this goes for so many of you guys but I'm such a wuss to say it to your face.
On the bright side, my wall's getting stronger with every hit. (: ?
Impress me. Sing along to Bon Jovi and Muse with me. Watch Lion King until your eyes hurt. Laugh at all my jokes. Buy me striped clothing on my birthday! Learn to love my Mickey. (: Memorize my phone number, and memorize it RIGHT. Buy me CD albums for my birthday/Christmas/anything! Never tell me you want to watch me swim. Get me Vitamin Water when I'm stressed. (: Tell me your life story. I'll tell you mine.
