When I read books with happy endings, I feel happy. Inspirational. Like I want to DO something that can make a difference. Jump on a train and go to London. Paint Cerritos. Climb Everest and shout at the top of my lungs. Learn surfing and enter a competition. Fly to China and reconnect/reconcile/reminisce. Tame a cheetah and keep it. Shit I can probably do anything if I wanted. (:
Bizarre.
So I'm rewatching Gossip Girl and alks;jfasdljfk I kinda forgot how addicting (in a good way!) it can be. (: But then again, it always makes me uneasy with their upper class ways and making out in every scene. Say I (or any of you) end up going to the East Coast for college. We're going to be in all senses unprepared. -_- Booo. ):
I want to watch Vampire Diaries! (: I'm too lazy to go out and get the books myself, so the show will be good enough. AND I have to catch up with Secret Life (which is starting to get boring) and OF COURSE GLEEEE since I haven't watched ANY of that. ): So tomorrow (or later today actually LOL since it's 1:30 AM) I'll finish up two more episodes of Gossip Girl, and then watch the first few episodes of Glee! And then someone can tell me when Glee airs, so I can actually watch a sex-free show on our TV without being shouted at by my mother. (:
MY DIARY'S SAD. ): I'm such a neglectful owner lol. -_- Hmm I'll try laterrr since I've already blogged today. (Btw, where's all the Bloggers at? ): )
OH AND just cause I'm a curious fellow; where do you guys find your songs? I find them in crazy unexpected ways - from watching shows then finding out which songs are used in them, Pandora, people playing CD's in their cars, which songs celebrities say they like, the AIM radio, and ;laskdfalskd everywhere else! I love finding a good song! (:
And just as a side note - typos don't make me mad, but more than three in a sentence kinda gets me ticked. -_- PLEASE either enable spell check or buy a keyboard that likes you. Thanks. Cause even if you're typing something deep and emotional and OMG-worthy...it just kills it. Yeah. (: Get it?
So at SAT class, this freshman kid thinks my name is Alex. And that Michelle's name is Kathryn and Kathryn's name is Emily and Emily's name is Michelle, and I love that he believes it. He's still trying to figure out why we take so slow to respond to him. Must be cause we're too ditzy. Thanks man. (yeah he told us that.)
Mmm Andrew's bracelet is almost done! (: Theeen I'm going to start on Tiff's, I think. Then Ralph's. Or maybe I'll just put Josh's instead of everyone's cause HIS BIRTHDAY IS SOON A;DSJFD. Actually not that much but I take forever so I might as well start early! (:
Oh and what do you guys do when your thread runs out and your bracelet is too short? Cause I really think that's gonna happen, but like GAAAH what a waste! ): (of time AND effort AND thread!) So I don't know what to do now. D:
On the bright side, I have 2 A's now. -_- (tis not very bright. ): ) And my B's aren't even high B's, just float-around B's. ): Boooo school's depressinggg. (So are boys.)
And I'll sleep now to prevent myself from shrinking under 4 feet 11 inches and becoming an official midget (thanks Avi). And to prevent my dad from shouting at me and then waddling downstairs to watch TV. He's like a duck. A duck with no hair and desperately trying to grow some but only coming out with a few weeds. His head is a gardener's worst nightmare; I swear. I'd be Dr. Seuss if I had another goose. Moose. Noose. Foose? Yeah time for Alice to sleep.
I think my promise to myself is working. (: I still really, really love school. And I know most people think I'm crazy, since I complain about staying up late and MUN and all these tests and MUN and my grades dropping and MUfreakingN, but still. I love school. (: Ahha I sound like a nerd, don't I. Who caaares.
But if there was one thing that makes my school life so much worse, it's MUN. I know I've hated on it before, but it's just. I don't know. I just hate it. I don't think I'm cut out for it. I'm not the type of person to hardball and debate and think of stuff right on the spot. That's for people like the Emilys and Sayoni and Labdhi. I just kinda go along with the flow, doing the bare minimum to get past, and JUST managing to keep alive in that class. And it takes away all my free time, with those position papers and speech preparing and Frankie Wong showing up in the middle of class to teach us how to Google. (Btw, that hasn't helped me at all. -__-) And it's just UGH.
And today's assembly was the best. (: I really love Tyler. I want to be his best friend. (: And then we can hang out together and he'll be able to tell me how to handle my life. He'd give me more advice than just "You'll get over it." And he'll be able to motivate me to do what I want to do. I wish Tyler and I knew each other. ):
OKAY I PROBABLY HAD THE BEST DAY EVER TODAY. And it was all because of you wonderful people. (: You guys are the best. <3
So I have a few special thanks;
ISABELCHUA: You cutieee. <3>
EMILYYANG: I hate you for being so fluent in Chinese. >:O I cannot write like that at ALL. But I really really appreciate the fact that you took time out to write a card for me. (: And I looove it. Makes me miss the the long-agos so much. But makes me look forward to four more years with YOU, dearie. <3
SHIVANTIKARIYAWASAM: (Did I spell that right? :D) So on the card I'm guessing you're a donkey? And I'm a cute little bear? (: OH a bear with pretty brown hair. Ahha I always wonder how people like you guys can make small simple things look so beautiful and artistic. And your handwriting is pretty too. (: But most important of all, your LETTER is just so darn. I don't know. Special to me. You betcha I'm gonna keep it forever and ever. (:
CATHERINEQIAN: I like the necklace. And the notebook. Let's pass notes. :D (Yeah I love you. Fine. I guess I must say it. HAHA just kidding. <3)
ANGELCHOI: WOW eight pieces of paper. Eight pieces of love. <3>
ANDREWFANG: I'm not using that penny until I'm an old, old lady. And I'll look back and say "Oh! Twenty-oh-eight? Why, that's when I was in high school! That's when that Andrew gave me that birthday card. Ohohohooo the good ol' high school days." Okay no just kidding. Way too tacky. -__- But I love the card. (Haha transitional jumping picture. All Ian's fault, I say. -__-)
ALICECHO: Those were the most beautiful fourteen balloons I've ever seen in my life. (Killed everyone in the hallways, too, but we don't care about that!) And you spent so much money too. ): Makes me feel so guilty. But don't worry! I'll get you even MORE on your birthday. (:
And to everyone who shouted happy birthday to me in the hallways and during lunch and afterschool, thankyou so much. You might not think it's a lot, but to me, it means so much. Thanks for making this the greatest birthday ever, guys. <3
What kills me is everytime I listen to a good song, I have to listen to it over and over again. And then, I get sick of it. And then I hate it. And then I hate myself for hating such a good song. Right now?? "Tattoo"-Jordin Sparks.
I can't waste time so give it a moment
I realize, nothing's broken
No need to worry 'bout everything I've done
Live every second like it was my last one
Don't look back at a new direction
I loved you once, needed protection
You're still a part of everything I do
You're on my heart just like a tattoo
Anyhoo. So today after school I went with Emily, Julian, Jerrie, Ellie, Shivvy, and Jerrie to KFC. I ordered a Crunch Wrap. :] Poor Jerrie wanted a bucket, but they wouldn't give him one. Wow. I feel for that guy. Then Emily and I walked back together. Ranted, talked, laughed, bonding. ILY Emily, forever and ever.
And then Chinese school. Fell asleeeep. Had to have Randy and Raymond poke me awake. How embarrassing.
Claudine was right. Life is so repetitive now. NOTHING ever changes. And...I don't know...it's just depressing when you think about it. When you wake up in the morning, there's really nothing to look forward to. It's all the same. But you wouldn't let my ramblings affect you, now would you?? That's silly. Go on with your life. :]]
Go watch: "Brother Bear"
Go listen: "Tattoo" - Jordin Sparks
Go read: "New Moon" and "Eclipse" - Stephenie Meyer
When I read books with happy endings, I feel happy. Inspirational. Like I want to DO something that can make a difference. Jump on a train and go to London. Paint Cerritos. Climb Everest and shout at the top of my lungs. Learn surfing and enter a competition. Fly to China and reconnect/reconcile/reminisce. Tame a cheetah and keep it. Shit I can probably do anything if I wanted. (:
Bizarre.
So I'm rewatching Gossip Girl and alks;jfasdljfk I kinda forgot how addicting (in a good way!) it can be. (: But then again, it always makes me uneasy with their upper class ways and making out in every scene. Say I (or any of you) end up going to the East Coast for college. We're going to be in all senses unprepared. -_- Booo. ):
I want to watch Vampire Diaries! (: I'm too lazy to go out and get the books myself, so the show will be good enough. AND I have to catch up with Secret Life (which is starting to get boring) and OF COURSE GLEEEE since I haven't watched ANY of that. ): So tomorrow (or later today actually LOL since it's 1:30 AM) I'll finish up two more episodes of Gossip Girl, and then watch the first few episodes of Glee! And then someone can tell me when Glee airs, so I can actually watch a sex-free show on our TV without being shouted at by my mother. (:
MY DIARY'S SAD. ): I'm such a neglectful owner lol. -_- Hmm I'll try laterrr since I've already blogged today. (Btw, where's all the Bloggers at? ): )
OH AND just cause I'm a curious fellow; where do you guys find your songs? I find them in crazy unexpected ways - from watching shows then finding out which songs are used in them, Pandora, people playing CD's in their cars, which songs celebrities say they like, the AIM radio, and ;laskdfalskd everywhere else! I love finding a good song! (:
And just as a side note - typos don't make me mad, but more than three in a sentence kinda gets me ticked. -_- PLEASE either enable spell check or buy a keyboard that likes you. Thanks. Cause even if you're typing something deep and emotional and OMG-worthy...it just kills it. Yeah. (: Get it?
So at SAT class, this freshman kid thinks my name is Alex. And that Michelle's name is Kathryn and Kathryn's name is Emily and Emily's name is Michelle, and I love that he believes it. He's still trying to figure out why we take so slow to respond to him. Must be cause we're too ditzy. Thanks man. (yeah he told us that.)
Mmm Andrew's bracelet is almost done! (: Theeen I'm going to start on Tiff's, I think. Then Ralph's. Or maybe I'll just put Josh's instead of everyone's cause HIS BIRTHDAY IS SOON A;DSJFD. Actually not that much but I take forever so I might as well start early! (:
Oh and what do you guys do when your thread runs out and your bracelet is too short? Cause I really think that's gonna happen, but like GAAAH what a waste! ): (of time AND effort AND thread!) So I don't know what to do now. D:
On the bright side, I have 2 A's now. -_- (tis not very bright. ): ) And my B's aren't even high B's, just float-around B's. ): Boooo school's depressinggg. (So are boys.)
And I'll sleep now to prevent myself from shrinking under 4 feet 11 inches and becoming an official midget (thanks Avi). And to prevent my dad from shouting at me and then waddling downstairs to watch TV. He's like a duck. A duck with no hair and desperately trying to grow some but only coming out with a few weeds. His head is a gardener's worst nightmare; I swear. I'd be Dr. Seuss if I had another goose. Moose. Noose. Foose? Yeah time for Alice to sleep.
I think my promise to myself is working. (: I still really, really love school. And I know most people think I'm crazy, since I complain about staying up late and MUN and all these tests and MUN and my grades dropping and MUfreakingN, but still. I love school. (: Ahha I sound like a nerd, don't I. Who caaares.
But if there was one thing that makes my school life so much worse, it's MUN. I know I've hated on it before, but it's just. I don't know. I just hate it. I don't think I'm cut out for it. I'm not the type of person to hardball and debate and think of stuff right on the spot. That's for people like the Emilys and Sayoni and Labdhi. I just kinda go along with the flow, doing the bare minimum to get past, and JUST managing to keep alive in that class. And it takes away all my free time, with those position papers and speech preparing and Frankie Wong showing up in the middle of class to teach us how to Google. (Btw, that hasn't helped me at all. -__-) And it's just UGH.
And today's assembly was the best. (: I really love Tyler. I want to be his best friend. (: And then we can hang out together and he'll be able to tell me how to handle my life. He'd give me more advice than just "You'll get over it." And he'll be able to motivate me to do what I want to do. I wish Tyler and I knew each other. ):
OKAY I PROBABLY HAD THE BEST DAY EVER TODAY. And it was all because of you wonderful people. (: You guys are the best. <3
So I have a few special thanks;
ISABELCHUA: You cutieee. <3>
EMILYYANG: I hate you for being so fluent in Chinese. >:O I cannot write like that at ALL. But I really really appreciate the fact that you took time out to write a card for me. (: And I looove it. Makes me miss the the long-agos so much. But makes me look forward to four more years with YOU, dearie. <3
SHIVANTIKARIYAWASAM: (Did I spell that right? :D) So on the card I'm guessing you're a donkey? And I'm a cute little bear? (: OH a bear with pretty brown hair. Ahha I always wonder how people like you guys can make small simple things look so beautiful and artistic. And your handwriting is pretty too. (: But most important of all, your LETTER is just so darn. I don't know. Special to me. You betcha I'm gonna keep it forever and ever. (:
CATHERINEQIAN: I like the necklace. And the notebook. Let's pass notes. :D (Yeah I love you. Fine. I guess I must say it. HAHA just kidding. <3)
ANGELCHOI: WOW eight pieces of paper. Eight pieces of love. <3>
ANDREWFANG: I'm not using that penny until I'm an old, old lady. And I'll look back and say "Oh! Twenty-oh-eight? Why, that's when I was in high school! That's when that Andrew gave me that birthday card. Ohohohooo the good ol' high school days." Okay no just kidding. Way too tacky. -__- But I love the card. (Haha transitional jumping picture. All Ian's fault, I say. -__-)
ALICECHO: Those were the most beautiful fourteen balloons I've ever seen in my life. (Killed everyone in the hallways, too, but we don't care about that!) And you spent so much money too. ): Makes me feel so guilty. But don't worry! I'll get you even MORE on your birthday. (:
And to everyone who shouted happy birthday to me in the hallways and during lunch and afterschool, thankyou so much. You might not think it's a lot, but to me, it means so much. Thanks for making this the greatest birthday ever, guys. <3
What kills me is everytime I listen to a good song, I have to listen to it over and over again. And then, I get sick of it. And then I hate it. And then I hate myself for hating such a good song. Right now?? "Tattoo"-Jordin Sparks.
I can't waste time so give it a moment
I realize, nothing's broken
No need to worry 'bout everything I've done
Live every second like it was my last one
Don't look back at a new direction
I loved you once, needed protection
You're still a part of everything I do
You're on my heart just like a tattoo
Anyhoo. So today after school I went with Emily, Julian, Jerrie, Ellie, Shivvy, and Jerrie to KFC. I ordered a Crunch Wrap. :] Poor Jerrie wanted a bucket, but they wouldn't give him one. Wow. I feel for that guy. Then Emily and I walked back together. Ranted, talked, laughed, bonding. ILY Emily, forever and ever.
And then Chinese school. Fell asleeeep. Had to have Randy and Raymond poke me awake. How embarrassing.
Claudine was right. Life is so repetitive now. NOTHING ever changes. And...I don't know...it's just depressing when you think about it. When you wake up in the morning, there's really nothing to look forward to. It's all the same. But you wouldn't let my ramblings affect you, now would you?? That's silly. Go on with your life. :]]
Go watch: "Brother Bear"
Go listen: "Tattoo" - Jordin Sparks
Go read: "New Moon" and "Eclipse" - Stephenie Meyer
Impress me. Sing along to Bon Jovi and Muse with me. Watch Lion King until your eyes hurt. Laugh at all my jokes. Buy me striped clothing on my birthday! Learn to love my Mickey. (: Memorize my phone number, and memorize it RIGHT. Buy me CD albums for my birthday/Christmas/anything! Never tell me you want to watch me swim. Get me Vitamin Water when I'm stressed. (: Tell me your life story. I'll tell you mine.
