So I realize that this isn't working for me. If I keep thinking back and thinking forwards, it's going to stay with me forever. So today. I realized that maybe I should just forget everything.
And I know how hard that will be. Erasing every single memory of this. Of course it's going to hurt and it's going to take much more effort than the usual. But in the end, it should be good for me. (: Because I know I wasn't going to be able to let it go without telling myself to.
So I realize that this isn't working for me. If I keep thinking back and thinking forwards, it's going to stay with me forever. So today. I realized that maybe I should just forget everything.
And I know how hard that will be. Erasing every single memory of this. Of course it's going to hurt and it's going to take much more effort than the usual. But in the end, it should be good for me. (: Because I know I wasn't going to be able to let it go without telling myself to.
Impress me. Sing along to Bon Jovi and Muse with me. Watch Lion King until your eyes hurt. Laugh at all my jokes. Buy me striped clothing on my birthday! Learn to love my Mickey. (: Memorize my phone number, and memorize it RIGHT. Buy me CD albums for my birthday/Christmas/anything! Never tell me you want to watch me swim. Get me Vitamin Water when I'm stressed. (: Tell me your life story. I'll tell you mine.
