I realize I can only post on the weekends, when I actually have time to. So expect like two posts a week. If you're lucky, three posts. If you're really really lucky, no posts. Just kidding. (:
What I think I should try for. But probably won't succeed in: -Get a 4.0 GPA. (: (Stop laughing, guys.) Maybe my parents will actually think I'm capable of something. -Get involved in as less drama as I can. Drama's just another useless complication in life. Staying out of it is smarter. But if I get dragged in, that's another story... -Stop letting other people down. -Scratch that. Stop letting myself down. -Get over my fear of the dark. Who am I kidding. I've had that since five years old. I doubt I'm getting rid of it. It's just getting worse, my lightnights keep getting bigger, my creativeness spreads. -Stop being so self-conscious. I have to get over the fact that my image really isn't that important. -Stop thinking way too much, way too hard. Some parts of my head I'd rather stay away from. -Learn how to tune lectures out. Without falling asleep or making it obvious. -Try to learn to turn an awkward conversation to a...non-awkward conversation.
Haha I realized I have so many flaaaws. Have fun laughing at them. (:
Oh and. I kinda figured out that depressed books make me depressed. But when I'm done with the book, it's kind of like a cleansing feeling. I feel kind of. Cured. Of all emotional distress or trauma for about half a day. And it feels really good. So if you guys don't know what to get me for Christmas, you can just get me a really good book. (: Chances are that I've read it already, but oh well.
And speaking of Christmas. Don't you guys feel the Christmas? Even though it's early in the year, I actually do. And that's why I wear whenever it's cold enough to; it helps me feel the holiday season better. (: Ahha I probably sound so stupid, but I bet a few of you guys get it. (: The sooner Christmas comes, the sooner family bonding comes. And I'm not sure if that's a good thing or not. Hopefully, no one gets fatally injured this year. Hopefully.
I realize I can only post on the weekends, when I actually have time to. So expect like two posts a week. If you're lucky, three posts. If you're really really lucky, no posts. Just kidding. (:
What I think I should try for. But probably won't succeed in: -Get a 4.0 GPA. (: (Stop laughing, guys.) Maybe my parents will actually think I'm capable of something. -Get involved in as less drama as I can. Drama's just another useless complication in life. Staying out of it is smarter. But if I get dragged in, that's another story... -Stop letting other people down. -Scratch that. Stop letting myself down. -Get over my fear of the dark. Who am I kidding. I've had that since five years old. I doubt I'm getting rid of it. It's just getting worse, my lightnights keep getting bigger, my creativeness spreads. -Stop being so self-conscious. I have to get over the fact that my image really isn't that important. -Stop thinking way too much, way too hard. Some parts of my head I'd rather stay away from. -Learn how to tune lectures out. Without falling asleep or making it obvious. -Try to learn to turn an awkward conversation to a...non-awkward conversation.
Haha I realized I have so many flaaaws. Have fun laughing at them. (:
Oh and. I kinda figured out that depressed books make me depressed. But when I'm done with the book, it's kind of like a cleansing feeling. I feel kind of. Cured. Of all emotional distress or trauma for about half a day. And it feels really good. So if you guys don't know what to get me for Christmas, you can just get me a really good book. (: Chances are that I've read it already, but oh well.
And speaking of Christmas. Don't you guys feel the Christmas? Even though it's early in the year, I actually do. And that's why I wear whenever it's cold enough to; it helps me feel the holiday season better. (: Ahha I probably sound so stupid, but I bet a few of you guys get it. (: The sooner Christmas comes, the sooner family bonding comes. And I'm not sure if that's a good thing or not. Hopefully, no one gets fatally injured this year. Hopefully.
Impress me. Sing along to Bon Jovi and Muse with me. Watch Lion King until your eyes hurt. Laugh at all my jokes. Buy me striped clothing on my birthday! Learn to love my Mickey. (: Memorize my phone number, and memorize it RIGHT. Buy me CD albums for my birthday/Christmas/anything! Never tell me you want to watch me swim. Get me Vitamin Water when I'm stressed. (: Tell me your life story. I'll tell you mine.
