I just wanted you all to know that I love you. Thank you so much for being there for me when I was down. If everyone in the world had friends like you guys, the world would be a much, much better place. Thanks. <3
Most of you guys know how important those supporting comments are. Sometimes, I actually live on them, open them when I feel like I need help or love. So thank you so, so much for those comments. (:
So layout change. (: Like it? And I actually managed to figure out how to add the comments bar! And then sent it to Michele. Seems like she's enjoying it too. :D Oh and the songs, too! Taylor Swift and Nickelback. They're freaking good, so you should listen to both AND download both. (:
So apparently there were fires today? D: And so that caused so much freaking ash floating around today. -__- And we STILL had to run the mile, even when tennis went inside and Rita gave us the warning. "If cross-country can run, then so can you!" EFF that. Cross-country's made especially for running; we're not! >:O So we ended up wheezing those three greens, and everyooone was coughing by the time we were finished. And I really felt like killing my teachers. Except I was too tired to. And in way too much pain. And too nauseous. So I guess I'll put it off 'till later. :D
I think it's funny how it's only the second month of school and there's drama already? I'm keeping out of it. So. I get the outside view. I don't know. I just see it as a really bad soap opera. Pretty good actors, though.
I realize that I really don't take things for granted. I know that everyone's like 'I hate this teacher', 'I want school to be over', 'I can't wait till summer', or whatever. But really, if you do happen to look back on the ninth grade year, you forget all about the stress and the drama and those teachers that you hate so much. You see all the fun you had, how you could do things so freely without a nagging worry about college or SAT or whatever in the back of your head. And you'll probably want that again. So that's why at the end of everyday I can go to bed and still say that I love school. And I know that it sounds so silly, but I know some of you will get it. (: And even though I do this the best I can - appreciating everything - there's some still things that slip. Like all that Social stressing. Remember, guys? (: Me going all over the place 'Where's the DJ!', 'Why don't you have your routine down!', 'Who's the head of this committee', 'What happened to our pictures!' And now when I think about it, I miss it SO much. That feeling of being in charge, knowing that in the end, all the hard work would pay off. And I don't get to do that now. I watch other people do it; the process of worry to stress to total panic to appreciation and relaxation. And I so want to go through it again, as crazy as it sounds. You guys get me?
And elementary school, that period of innocence and carefree fun, where you could do anything without suspicion. Back then, all I wanted to do was grow up and go to high school. Now, all I want to do is go back. Because, don't you guys miss those times? I know I do. =/ So when my high school year started, I promised myself that I wouldn't do that anymore. And I'm trying my best to achieve that goal. (: So far, I'm succeeding. And if I ever fall off that preset path, you guys be sure to set me back, alright? Remind me of all the things to appreciate, and how important they seem to whatever inconsequential matter I'm worrying over.
I just wanted you all to know that I love you. Thank you so much for being there for me when I was down. If everyone in the world had friends like you guys, the world would be a much, much better place. Thanks. <3
Most of you guys know how important those supporting comments are. Sometimes, I actually live on them, open them when I feel like I need help or love. So thank you so, so much for those comments. (:
So layout change. (: Like it? And I actually managed to figure out how to add the comments bar! And then sent it to Michele. Seems like she's enjoying it too. :D Oh and the songs, too! Taylor Swift and Nickelback. They're freaking good, so you should listen to both AND download both. (:
So apparently there were fires today? D: And so that caused so much freaking ash floating around today. -__- And we STILL had to run the mile, even when tennis went inside and Rita gave us the warning. "If cross-country can run, then so can you!" EFF that. Cross-country's made especially for running; we're not! >:O So we ended up wheezing those three greens, and everyooone was coughing by the time we were finished. And I really felt like killing my teachers. Except I was too tired to. And in way too much pain. And too nauseous. So I guess I'll put it off 'till later. :D
I think it's funny how it's only the second month of school and there's drama already? I'm keeping out of it. So. I get the outside view. I don't know. I just see it as a really bad soap opera. Pretty good actors, though.
I realize that I really don't take things for granted. I know that everyone's like 'I hate this teacher', 'I want school to be over', 'I can't wait till summer', or whatever. But really, if you do happen to look back on the ninth grade year, you forget all about the stress and the drama and those teachers that you hate so much. You see all the fun you had, how you could do things so freely without a nagging worry about college or SAT or whatever in the back of your head. And you'll probably want that again. So that's why at the end of everyday I can go to bed and still say that I love school. And I know that it sounds so silly, but I know some of you will get it. (: And even though I do this the best I can - appreciating everything - there's some still things that slip. Like all that Social stressing. Remember, guys? (: Me going all over the place 'Where's the DJ!', 'Why don't you have your routine down!', 'Who's the head of this committee', 'What happened to our pictures!' And now when I think about it, I miss it SO much. That feeling of being in charge, knowing that in the end, all the hard work would pay off. And I don't get to do that now. I watch other people do it; the process of worry to stress to total panic to appreciation and relaxation. And I so want to go through it again, as crazy as it sounds. You guys get me?
And elementary school, that period of innocence and carefree fun, where you could do anything without suspicion. Back then, all I wanted to do was grow up and go to high school. Now, all I want to do is go back. Because, don't you guys miss those times? I know I do. =/ So when my high school year started, I promised myself that I wouldn't do that anymore. And I'm trying my best to achieve that goal. (: So far, I'm succeeding. And if I ever fall off that preset path, you guys be sure to set me back, alright? Remind me of all the things to appreciate, and how important they seem to whatever inconsequential matter I'm worrying over.
Impress me. Sing along to Bon Jovi and Muse with me. Watch Lion King until your eyes hurt. Laugh at all my jokes. Buy me striped clothing on my birthday! Learn to love my Mickey. (: Memorize my phone number, and memorize it RIGHT. Buy me CD albums for my birthday/Christmas/anything! Never tell me you want to watch me swim. Get me Vitamin Water when I'm stressed. (: Tell me your life story. I'll tell you mine.
