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heartbeat.

It's 10:30 and I still haven't started studying history yet. (: And I haven't taken my shower yet. But here I sit, typing a blog entry. Why now, of all times? -_- Because I FEEL like it. (and because I had inspiration. ;) )

I actually wanted to make this post a complete retrospect on freshman year, but there is absolutely no time for that. -_- Unless I decide that sleeping at four is totally fine, which it isn't. I need sleep to grow. ): Growing doesn't seem like an option that my body would like to entertain, though...but that's besides the point! (: More sleep = no more falling asleep during tests! I fell asleep halfway through my Breik comp, and when I woke up I had like half an hour left. -___- To complete HALF the scantron AND the free response. I ended up making up postulates, but I don't think that was very...sensible? D: Oh well. (:

Hm...I FINALLY got a B on a bio comp! I ALWAYS ALWAYS got 79's. -_- Made me so sad. D:


Swim banquet today?! Seniors leaving break my heart. ): I love Stina and Gabby! :D I was such a sucky secret buddy. -_- I never gave her ANYTHING. D: Cause I ALWAYS forget things, and when I actually remember, it's too late, and I just have to go along with the guilt that always comes with the forgetfulness. Seems like I'm getting a lot of that recently. -_- And speaking of forgetfulness, can you guys please remind me to pick up the blue card / athletes consent form from Brice please? Thank you. (:

Hi I love swim. I love swim seniors? There are a few exceptions, though... COUGHGREGCOUGH. But apart from him... (: We better get some feisty new freshmen. :D


History comp tomorrow? I didn't even start yet. I feel like taking notes while reading the text, but then I also feel like digging up some special old pen.. LOL I don't know...it just makes the note-taking more bearable. And besides, don't you get bored by the same blue/black ink? (:

I want to go to graduation! :D Do we have to dress formal for it? Cause I half do, half don't...

HEY (some of) YA'LL. Remember last year's last day of school? Let's do it again this year. ;) Except for Ralph and Archie, cause they're busy. ): But EVERYONE ELSE, you have NO EXCUSE. :D

I'm deaaad tired. You know how when you get really really uncontrollably tired your legs start aching? Not like the sharp pain ache, but the really dull kind that you just CAN'T pinpoint, and it gets on your nerves and you keep moving your legs to shift them but it doesn't GO AWAY and it's just THERE and PERSISTENT like a FLEA on a DOG and ao;sdjflsdkj leave me alone. -_- I already have trouble concentrating as it is.


I like how just one thing can make my day so much brighter.
But then again, just one thing can also bring my day to a standstop.
Either way, it depends on what that thing is, and who does it, right? ;)

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"Yes, lacy. Lace turns me on."

I just got home around now.
And then realized I had like three tests tomorrow. ):
Bad planning, Alice. -_-

LEAGUE MEET TODAY :D = last meet of the year. ): D:

Maaan I'm going to miss the seniors so effing much. ): Not to mention our guys varsity is going to die without them. x) But you have Mitchell and Avery and Sagar and we have Kirstie and Gabby and Deborah. (:

BUT I improved my 50 free PR. :D One second, but it's a lot. (: We were kind of disappointed that JV didn't have medals HAHAHA. Would've been pretty. (:

So we went to eat pho (i think?) after the meet. (: And lol I didn't have to squeeze onto the floor of Yeuting's car again HAHAHA. :D But I did manage to gain a surrogate dad (Michael) and a surrogate dad (Yeuting lol) and a surrogate aunt (Steph HAHA is there even such a thing?) and a surrogate uncle (Gary). And they're pretty nosy, too. -_- Especially the papa.

First time eating pho! Cause I'm paranoid of new foods. When I want to eat, I want it to be good and appetizing. (: But pho was surprisingly good. :D It's just pronounced weird. Sounds like 'fck' if you say it way fast.

Lol I swear the waiters were freaked when they saw us. HAHA. So we had Yeuting, Steph, Gary, Michael, Zach, Greg, Aaron, Timo, and me. (: Timo and Zach are too nosy. ): 'Tell us. Tell me. Tell him. TELLLL us.' And LOL Greg was wearing Yeuting's pink iSwim shirt, cause...he lost his? But it like gets attached to him somehow and he acts all feminine. He grabs his boobs and goes 'HAH my boobs are bigger than yours.' And now we have to go to Victoria's Secret to buy him a bra for senior gifts. -_-

Oh and when we were walking to 99 ranch (don't ask why), we heard this Chinese woman shouting in her car. ): She was talking about how someone wasn't handling reponsibiAnd like. I don't know if she was shouting at someone in the car or into the phone, but it really broke my heart, you know? Because I know that whoever was on the receiving end of the shouts would either be admirably strong and take it full force, or just break down and lose it. And I know how much strength and pain and perseverance it takes to be the first one. I admire anyone who can take such emotions full-on and let it bounce off. Cause that's just. Wow. How much can you really go through before finally cracking?

Brain and heart and brain and heart and brain and heart wtf why do you two keep fighting? Please shut up and leave me be. -_-

Oh btw I'm pretty sick of this. (: So I quit and I give up. I guess Charles had always been right. (: The fool can't phrase anything without offending people, though. x) And oh yes, I'm a quitter. Alice almost always walks out of every promise and deal she makes. So sorry in advance.

I just KNEW ______ would warp the _______ and now look at us! The whole ______'s been screwed and effed and we would've been so much better off if ______ hadn't come and crashed the party. Especially a few out there who have been _______ and _______ with. ): Why can't we go back to where we were?

Ouch. Ow ow ow ow. Why isn't my brain trying to take over? ): Cause I'm on logic's side, not mine. Never trust the untrustworthy. (:

This post has stopped making sense! That's my cue to.
sign off.
and do something worthwhile.
(:
<3

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I just don't want to miss a thing.

I found this on Archie's blog and I kinda fell in love with it? :D
It's so damn adorable. <3 SHIVVY remember our little Calvin and Hobbes stories? (;

Swim meet = pretty demoralizing. x) But it's alright. We still got league. (: After league is when I start getting sad about the leaving seniors. ):

BL auditions = I hate Chris. Pretty hard reading lines for a guy that gets called back for five roles.

You know, I wrote whole paragraphs about the meet and auditions earlier, but they got erased. ): So bear with the little sentences you get. (:

So today I met Avi's friend Jason. He's white. :D He's also pretty conceited. x)
mrwright1993 (10:41:02 PM): you know johnny depp?
P3guin4lic3 (10:41:08 PM): NO I LOVE HIM.
mrwright1993 (10:41:10 PM): I'm hotter.
No one beats Johnny Depp, fool. (;

"timchai!" (10:19:39 PM): hatechoo
P3guin4lic3 (10:19:49 PM): hate YOU. >:O
"timchai!" (10:38:22 PM): <3>
P3guin4lic3 (10:38:28 PM): <3>
GEEEEZ TIM why are you so bipolar. You're like a girl that's permanently on her period. D: But as long as you don't give me your crazy silent treatments, I'm fine. <3

I love weekends! They're so chill. (: (Until Sunday night, duh.) Tomorrow, I plan to upload songs into my iPod, upload redcross banquet pictures, paint my nails, finish my book, and plaaay. (:

And now.
I should.
Sleep.
G'night, honeys. (:

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