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<3 makes it all right.

Hi guys.

I just wanted you all to know that I love you. Thank you so much for being there for me when I was down. If everyone in the world had friends like you guys, the world would be a much, much better place. Thanks. <3

Most of you guys know how important those supporting comments are. Sometimes, I actually live on them, open them when I feel like I need help or love. So thank you so, so much for those comments. (:

So layout change. (: Like it? And I actually managed to figure out how to add the comments bar! And then sent it to Michele. Seems like she's enjoying it too. :D Oh and the songs, too! Taylor Swift and Nickelback. They're freaking good, so you should listen to both AND download both. (:

So apparently there were fires today? D: And so that caused so much freaking ash floating around today. -__- And we STILL had to run the mile, even when tennis went inside and Rita gave us the warning. "If cross-country can run, then so can you!" EFF that. Cross-country's made especially for running; we're not! >:O So we ended up wheezing those three greens, and everyooone was coughing by the time we were finished. And I really felt like killing my teachers. Except I was too tired to. And in way too much pain. And too nauseous. So I guess I'll put it off 'till later. :D

I think it's funny how it's only the second month of school and there's drama already? I'm keeping out of it. So. I get the outside view. I don't know. I just see it as a really bad soap opera. Pretty good actors, though.


I realize that I really don't take things for granted. I know that everyone's like 'I hate this teacher', 'I want school to be over', 'I can't wait till summer', or whatever. But really, if you do happen to look back on the ninth grade year, you forget all about the stress and the drama and those teachers that you hate so much. You see all the fun you had, how you could do things so freely without a nagging worry about college or SAT or whatever in the back of your head. And you'll probably want that again. So that's why at the end of everyday I can go to bed and still say that I love school. And I know that it sounds so silly, but I know some of you will get it. (: And even though I do this the best I can - appreciating everything - there's some still things that slip. Like all that Social stressing. Remember, guys? (: Me going all over the place 'Where's the DJ!', 'Why don't you have your routine down!', 'Who's the head of this committee', 'What happened to our pictures!' And now when I think about it, I miss it SO much. That feeling of being in charge, knowing that in the end, all the hard work would pay off. And I don't get to do that now. I watch other people do it; the process of worry to stress to total panic to appreciation and relaxation. And I so want to go through it again, as crazy as it sounds. You guys get me?

And elementary school, that period of innocence and carefree fun, where you could do anything without suspicion. Back then, all I wanted to do was grow up and go to high school. Now, all I want to do is go back. Because, don't you guys miss those times? I know I do. =/ So when my high school year started, I promised myself that I wouldn't do that anymore. And I'm trying my best to achieve that goal. (: So far, I'm succeeding. And if I ever fall off that preset path, you guys be sure to set me back, alright? Remind me of all the things to appreciate, and how important they seem to whatever inconsequential matter I'm worrying over.

I trust you to do that. (:

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"Over the hill?! You mean, I'm going downhill now?!"

Today was my mommy's birthday. (: My dad, Tina and I went to Party City and Ralph's and Marshall's and Honey Bakery to buy all her stuff. Balloons, decorations, flowers, a purse and a wallet, and a cake. Then my dad took my mom out to the movies while Tina and I decorated the house. Haha they moviehopped four times. XD Way to gooo. See my wonderful influences? :D

So later we're all gonna go play video games! Mario Party 4. (: And we have the perfect amount of people, so it's gonna be fun fun funn. (:

I have a question for Michelle Chang. For all the layouts that you use, do they automatically have comments in the html? Or did you put it in? And if you put it in, can you tell me how to enable them? Thanks. (: Cause I found all the pretty layouts, and I scroll down, and there's no comments. -__- Which sucks. Cause I love comments. (:

Sleepover at Archie's tomorrow! :D Excited excited excitedddd. (: I bet you Archie's gonna be the first one to fall asleep. Then Angel. Then me. (: HAHA I'm gonna stay up the longest. I bet you I will. >:D

I miss ASB. I miss it so much. ): I hear Josh talking about what they did and where they went and who said what, and it makes me so saddd. D: Cause I want to be the one watching what they did and hearing what they said and going where they go. The whole year I spent in ASB, I didn't even notice how close we got. I just concentrated on getting my class to go to activities, and planning food sales, and stressing out over social. And for me, free fifth periods felt normal. Cutting everyone in front of the Student Store and just opening the door was a regular routine. Running for the copy machine every Monday to run off agendas was something I did sub-consciously. And now, I probably won't be able to do all that again. It's gonna feel so weird walking to the way way waaaay back of the line in front of the Student Store. And actually sitting down in a classroom during fifth period? And learning?! That's going to have to take some getting used to.

Well, I guess I'll run in my sophomore year again. I doubt I'll make it though. =/ And I'll miss all the seniors in ASB THIS year. They're all going to be gone. D: And I love them! I really do. <3>

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"Teddies don't hug back, but sometimes, they're all you've got."

Dang I just freaking fell in love with Pon and Zi. They're seriously the cutest things in the worlddd. D: And it's so sad too. Makes me feel all fuzzy inside when I look at them.

So tomorrow's the end of another weekend. D: Dang. That means more SAT vocab classes and swim and more swim means more chlorine and more chlorine means excessive use of conditioner and lotion. I swear, swimming's gonna kill my hair AND my skin one day. >:O

But Tuesday is something to look forward to. (If only I had POTC 3. Yeah. I know. I don't have all the Pirates movies? Nope. My mommy said that it was too expensive. D: Anybody have the DVD? (: I'd like to borrow pretty pleasee.) I've had the words 'Chris and Archie' scribbled all over my calendar for the past few weeks and it keeps moving back and back. -__- But not now! :D

And FRIDAY. Whoopdeedoodah Friday! Archie and Angel and me are gonna go get our 'Breaking Dawn's together! :D And then sleepover at Archie's house! And then swimming at CPE. :D Hooray for Fridaaaay. (:

So I was at Target yesterday and I was looking through the poster bin AND GUESS WHAT I FOUND. YES. A JOHNNY DEPP POSTER. AND HIS SHIRT HALF OPEN TOO! :D But apparently my mom said he was showing too much skin so we ended buying this puppy poster for Tina.

I'm in the updating-iPod mood. (: Victoria's been saying Relient K's really good. So I'm gonna get some of theirs. I already got 'Who I Am Hates Who I've Been' and 'Must Have Done Something Right'. And I also got that song on Michele's blog. And on Michelle's blog. (: I loooove those songs. I swear I've commented a million times just to tell you guys I love them. And I got 'If It Kills Me' by Jason Mraz and 'Pictures of You' by Last Goodnight. Any more suggestions? (:

I get frustrated when I want to comment on someone's post and there's no comment button. D: Most of the time it's just Izzy's, though. Haha and sorry Ralph. The layout's pretty but there's no comments. XD I'll change it tomorrow.

I'm getting bored of my layouttt. I like it, but I saw all these other pretty ones out there, and I really want to use them. D: But there's no comments. ): And I hate editing. -__-

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New layout! (:

Haha I was layout-searching and I came across this one and I was like WHOA THAT LAYOUT WAS TOTALLY MADE FOR ME. See the upper right hand corner? Jaaack Sparrow. (;

And the best part is, it actually enables comments! :D That means now I can actually tell if people are reading my blog or not. (: I've been living without comments for half a year now. I think it's time for that to change. (:

So Johnny Depp AND comments? Too good to be trueee. D: I'm expecting something to go wrong any minute now.

Haha this was a totally meaningless post. XD Hope you had fun reading it. (:

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