That's what really defines me right now - this nagging negativity that just won't leave me. I need to learn how to pick up all my pieces right now, but I just feel like I don't have the courage to go back and face my mistakes.
I'm too caught up in what could have been that I can't bring myself to move forward and move ON. I'm just so...mad at myself for letting one incident define myself. For letting just one person throw my attitude towards life on a 180 spin.
I'm losing my confidence in myself. And I think this is driving people away - people that I actually need right now. I'm so lost and I just feel so...empty. I need a change, I think. I need a new outlook on life and most of all I just need to learn to leave this god-awful negativity that keeps sneaking into my every thought.
That's what really defines me right now - this nagging negativity that just won't leave me. I need to learn how to pick up all my pieces right now, but I just feel like I don't have the courage to go back and face my mistakes.
I'm too caught up in what could have been that I can't bring myself to move forward and move ON. I'm just so...mad at myself for letting one incident define myself. For letting just one person throw my attitude towards life on a 180 spin.
I'm losing my confidence in myself. And I think this is driving people away - people that I actually need right now. I'm so lost and I just feel so...empty. I need a change, I think. I need a new outlook on life and most of all I just need to learn to leave this god-awful negativity that keeps sneaking into my every thought.
Impress me. Sing along to Bon Jovi and Muse with me. Watch Lion King until your eyes hurt. Laugh at all my jokes. Buy me striped clothing on my birthday! Learn to love my Mickey. (: Memorize my phone number, and memorize it RIGHT. Buy me CD albums for my birthday/Christmas/anything! Never tell me you want to watch me swim. Get me Vitamin Water when I'm stressed. (: Tell me your life story. I'll tell you mine.
