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It's like having an affair with yourself.

So when it comes down to the truth, would you listen to your head? Or your heart?
Which one is correct, really? Because think of it this way.

Your head is the logical one. It knows what's right. It knows that if you make one misstep, you're pretty screwed. And it knows you don't want to be screwed over. So it makes you do things you don't want to do, against your will, because it KNOWS it's the RIGHT thing. But is the right thing always something you want?

So that's where your heart comes in. It's pretty annoying, controlling all your emotions and basically controlling your life. And when people say 'emotional rollercoaster ride', you blame your heart. But don't lie. You know you like that rollercoaster ride. Just not the down parts. They're not enough to send you to rock bottom, but you scrape the bottom pretty close. But when it goes back up again..? You know you live for that.

But your heart really doesn't tell you what's the logical choice. It tells you to do whatever makes YOU happy, or the people around you happy. No logic involved. Just feeling. And feelings are pretty biased. So in the end, what's more important? Your feelings or the truth?

This is why life is all gray area. And all the lines are blurry. And nothing really ever makes sense. (:

And you know the saying 'life doesn't give second chances'? That's a LIE. Life gives you so many second chances, you just don't know them. Because they're disguised as coincidences, or a stroke of good luck, or just pure miracle. But they're everywhere; learn to appreciate those chances. It's life's way of telling you it hasn't quite given up on you yet. (:

This post was kinda pointless. (: Ahha it's just. Yeah. MY HEAD ISN'T LISTENING TO ME. NEITHER IS MY HEART. CAUSE THEY'RE BUSY TRYING TO IGNORE EACH OTHER. -__- Why am I so lame. x)

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