So he just keeps popping up. Like BAM. What the heck are you doing here? But he's NOT here. And you know how you usually dream what you were thinking about before you fell asleep? I think of stuff like flying and rainbows (hehe. i like flying. (: ), and sure, those things show up, but HE shows up too. Stay out of my heaaadddd. I don't want you there.
^ I sound crazy.
Kay so. Christmas was really bad. Like. You know how it's supposed to be a family thing? Turned out so totally not. (Did that make sense?) But like. It became sort of a nightmarish thing. Movie status nightmarish. Almost comical, if I wasn't in it. It's like keeping scales in balance. There's always been two balanced sides. But all of a sudden something from one side goes to the other, and it's complete chaos. Everything is out of place. It's always easy to mess stuff up, but so difficult to put them back. So ehh.
But this picture was super uplifting. So (: The ideal family. (:
Hm but you know what I really love? Michelle's blog. :D It's like relaxing in a really odd sort of way. You go there, and it's like an end-of-the-day book that you read before you go to sleep. Hehe. I commented five times when I went today. (: Lotsa spam in your mail. :D
Brannen essay's giving me a headache. So is MUNPP. And Facebook is sucking away all my remaining time. So yeaaaah. Winter vacation --> boring. But it's better than school. Well. Sorta. I miss people. ):
And I added two videos to the 'YOUR' section. Lol the first one is just. Classic. But I won't spoil it. Go watch it. (:
Ahha I just looked at a couple of my old posts. They were so. I don't know. They just don't sound like me. But I'm probably going to say that about this post a year later. (:
So he just keeps popping up. Like BAM. What the heck are you doing here? But he's NOT here. And you know how you usually dream what you were thinking about before you fell asleep? I think of stuff like flying and rainbows (hehe. i like flying. (: ), and sure, those things show up, but HE shows up too. Stay out of my heaaadddd. I don't want you there.
^ I sound crazy.
Kay so. Christmas was really bad. Like. You know how it's supposed to be a family thing? Turned out so totally not. (Did that make sense?) But like. It became sort of a nightmarish thing. Movie status nightmarish. Almost comical, if I wasn't in it. It's like keeping scales in balance. There's always been two balanced sides. But all of a sudden something from one side goes to the other, and it's complete chaos. Everything is out of place. It's always easy to mess stuff up, but so difficult to put them back. So ehh.
But this picture was super uplifting. So (: The ideal family. (:
Hm but you know what I really love? Michelle's blog. :D It's like relaxing in a really odd sort of way. You go there, and it's like an end-of-the-day book that you read before you go to sleep. Hehe. I commented five times when I went today. (: Lotsa spam in your mail. :D
Brannen essay's giving me a headache. So is MUNPP. And Facebook is sucking away all my remaining time. So yeaaaah. Winter vacation --> boring. But it's better than school. Well. Sorta. I miss people. ):
And I added two videos to the 'YOUR' section. Lol the first one is just. Classic. But I won't spoil it. Go watch it. (:
Ahha I just looked at a couple of my old posts. They were so. I don't know. They just don't sound like me. But I'm probably going to say that about this post a year later. (:
Impress me. Sing along to Bon Jovi and Muse with me. Watch Lion King until your eyes hurt. Laugh at all my jokes. Buy me striped clothing on my birthday! Learn to love my Mickey. (: Memorize my phone number, and memorize it RIGHT. Buy me CD albums for my birthday/Christmas/anything! Never tell me you want to watch me swim. Get me Vitamin Water when I'm stressed. (: Tell me your life story. I'll tell you mine.
