and I don't know where home is anymore. I don't even know what I feel anymore - I want to laugh and cry and smile and frown and caress and kick and immerse myself in happiness and lose myself to misery.
It's so hard to get it out of my system. "One year from now, will this matter?" Well no shit it won't, but it'd sure be nice for some amount of momentary happiness, regardless of how significant it is.
Submitted NYU, Penn, and Babson; I feel like I'm on top of the world. Admission gods, be kind to me! Even if it was just 3-4 days' worth of work, I worked my ass off for it. To be honest though, I already know I'm not getting into Penn...that's shit's way too selective and elite for me. But ugh I just want NYU so so so so so badly aklsdjf;lakdsjfa;lksdjfad
and I don't know where home is anymore. I don't even know what I feel anymore - I want to laugh and cry and smile and frown and caress and kick and immerse myself in happiness and lose myself to misery.
It's so hard to get it out of my system. "One year from now, will this matter?" Well no shit it won't, but it'd sure be nice for some amount of momentary happiness, regardless of how significant it is.
Submitted NYU, Penn, and Babson; I feel like I'm on top of the world. Admission gods, be kind to me! Even if it was just 3-4 days' worth of work, I worked my ass off for it. To be honest though, I already know I'm not getting into Penn...that's shit's way too selective and elite for me. But ugh I just want NYU so so so so so badly aklsdjf;lakdsjfa;lksdjfad
Impress me. Sing along to Bon Jovi and Muse with me. Watch Lion King until your eyes hurt. Laugh at all my jokes. Buy me striped clothing on my birthday! Learn to love my Mickey. (: Memorize my phone number, and memorize it RIGHT. Buy me CD albums for my birthday/Christmas/anything! Never tell me you want to watch me swim. Get me Vitamin Water when I'm stressed. (: Tell me your life story. I'll tell you mine.