which color?





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eric

holy shit

I feel like I have no right to be disillusioned, but I am. I expected so much from you, and you give me this.

Thanks.

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I'm lost.

and I don't know where home is anymore. I don't even know what I feel anymore - I want to laugh and cry and smile and frown and caress and kick and immerse myself in happiness and lose myself to misery.



I'm so incredibly lost.

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I am a bitter, bitter person.

It's so hard to get it out of my system. "One year from now, will this matter?" Well no shit it won't, but it'd sure be nice for some amount of momentary happiness, regardless of how significant it is.

ugh askfjlaksdf;aksd;faksdjlaksdfj;alkdfj;a

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This whole 'passive happiness' thing isn't really working.

From this point on, I'm making a conscious effort to keep my head above water and a smile on my face.


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I
just
..
what
?

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day 1 of 365

Submitted NYU, Penn, and Babson; I feel like I'm on top of the world. Admission gods, be kind to me! Even if it was just 3-4 days' worth of work, I worked my ass off for it. To be honest though, I already know I'm not getting into Penn...that's shit's way too selective and elite for me. But ugh I just want NYU so so so so so badly aklsdjf;lakdsjfa;lksdjfad

Starting on Georgetown tomorrow night! =)

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