I'm sorry, but you've only been living here for 2 days. I highly doubt this gives you the right to change around what we do and how we feel about our everyday rituals. Stop making watching every move I do and criticizing me. Summer 2010 better keep me busy and out of the house.
We just had some emotional/inspirational family talk and it was just...I don't know. I felt it was unneeded, but I honestly don't know what I'm feeling these days. Only my eyes were dry throughout the whole talk; I even dazed off a couple of times... WHAT is happening to me! I'm emotional at the wrong times and too closed-in at others. I can't even tell what's setting me off anymore... It makes me feel like complete shit when my grandmother's spilling her life story and how it was filled with so much dying and suffering and I'm just sitting there staring at her, emotionless. Whaaat the fuck is going on; this is scaring me.
I'm pretty content, satisfied, happy! Well at the moment at least...
Looking forward to Aloha a lot! 8) NOT looking forward to finals at all. ): I've been looking forward to summer for quite a while now, but now that's it's so close, it's actually scaring me! I feel so unprepared for SATs and APs and junior year in general... I don't think any college classes will be open to me, and I'll have to entertain my grandparents the whole summer. -_- On top of that, Chapter responsibilities are going to be all over the place AND add Convention preparation AND squeezing in swim practice so I don't gain time when season comes around and aldskfja;dlkf summer's going to be such a challenge to get over! Kinda excited to finally be able to relax though. (= I'm also dreading summer and how difficult it's going to be to see people on a daily basis.. =/
Sigh... I wish I could get this feeling of apprehension off of me. =/
I'm sorry, but you've only been living here for 2 days. I highly doubt this gives you the right to change around what we do and how we feel about our everyday rituals. Stop making watching every move I do and criticizing me. Summer 2010 better keep me busy and out of the house.
We just had some emotional/inspirational family talk and it was just...I don't know. I felt it was unneeded, but I honestly don't know what I'm feeling these days. Only my eyes were dry throughout the whole talk; I even dazed off a couple of times... WHAT is happening to me! I'm emotional at the wrong times and too closed-in at others. I can't even tell what's setting me off anymore... It makes me feel like complete shit when my grandmother's spilling her life story and how it was filled with so much dying and suffering and I'm just sitting there staring at her, emotionless. Whaaat the fuck is going on; this is scaring me.
I'm pretty content, satisfied, happy! Well at the moment at least...
Looking forward to Aloha a lot! 8) NOT looking forward to finals at all. ): I've been looking forward to summer for quite a while now, but now that's it's so close, it's actually scaring me! I feel so unprepared for SATs and APs and junior year in general... I don't think any college classes will be open to me, and I'll have to entertain my grandparents the whole summer. -_- On top of that, Chapter responsibilities are going to be all over the place AND add Convention preparation AND squeezing in swim practice so I don't gain time when season comes around and aldskfja;dlkf summer's going to be such a challenge to get over! Kinda excited to finally be able to relax though. (= I'm also dreading summer and how difficult it's going to be to see people on a daily basis.. =/
Sigh... I wish I could get this feeling of apprehension off of me. =/
Impress me. Sing along to Bon Jovi and Muse with me. Watch Lion King until your eyes hurt. Laugh at all my jokes. Buy me striped clothing on my birthday! Learn to love my Mickey. (: Memorize my phone number, and memorize it RIGHT. Buy me CD albums for my birthday/Christmas/anything! Never tell me you want to watch me swim. Get me Vitamin Water when I'm stressed. (: Tell me your life story. I'll tell you mine.
